Monday, December 20, 2010

I HATE PETER WHO ALWAYS ASKS ME STUFF

Peter... Peter... Peter fucking' pumpkin eater!!! Why do you always ask me something when you and I both know I don't know anything about the trivial matter at hand. I do not know what you are talking about! Please stop talking to me about it. You will ask me time after time and I will still give you the same answer. NO, I do not know anything about it, maybe you should stop asking me because I'm going to punch you in the face! Go ask the person who originally knew about the matter, maybe Peter can help you.
Leave me alone and let me do my work in peace...

I HATE PETER WHO BETRAYED ME

I hate you for hitting me. I hate you for kissing me. I hate that i used to trust you.
I hate you for playing with me. I hate you for being fake. I hate you for being a lair.
I hate that you used to be like a father to me. i hate that you used to be my best friend.
I hate you for hurting me. I hate you for making me go to the police.
I hate you because i have no one else to talk to.
I hate you for everything you have done to me.
I would love you, if you disappeared.
Peter, I hate you for making me cry.

I HATE PETER WHO "I HATE" ISN'T STRONG ENOUGH FOR

To say 'I hate you, Peter' would be too much of an understatement- so is saying 'I absolutely abhor you and wish you every failure in life' or even ' I loathe you so much that I wish you were as dead as a doornail.'

But yeah, Peter. I hate everything about you: your ugly face, your stupidly thin frame, your stinking personality. But most of all, I hate the fact that you exist. So, do me and the rest of mankind a favour and go top yourself. And do it soon- we all can't wait.

I HATE PETER WHO CHANGED

I hate you peter. I hate you for making me feel like everything I did was insignificant. I hate you for making me feel guilty for our fall-out. You spend time on Facebook, telling everyone today's your low point. that you're so done with everything. When I tried to fix our relationship, I got nothing back. But you deleted me. really? that's how it's gonna be? You always told me you would never hurt me. i always believed you. i looked up to you like you wouldn't imagine. even after all the things that happened between us two years ago. Do you even remember that? but you look at me with disdain and it hurts. it hurts knowing that you aren't who you used to be. you aren't who i fell in love with so long ago. i went to you for everything, and i was just being a silly girl. but you're a real piece of work. you make people fall for you but know you will never reciprocate, not in friendships OR a relationship. you say you're not good enough, when everyone thinks you're arrogant. the peter you were three years ago is gone, and so is everything else i had with you. You cannot possibly understand how much that hurts me. especially when i considered you one of my best friends. sometimes i wish i knew what you were thinking, so i could understand why you treat people this way. and i wish you knew how it felt to be utterly heartbroken by someone you trusted more than anyone else. i hope one day you'll understand what it's like to be on the losing side of a 70%/30% relationship.

I HATE PETER WHO IS MY BROTHER

To my dearest peter,
can anyone believe you. not the lies you tell but you, everything about is horrible peter. you are only achild and we all already are saving up our money so you can live at home for the rest of your life- no it's true- i swear. no has ever told you, but we talk of it all the time, no joke. if i actually told this to your face you probably throw something at me, but i dont care. you are going to do absolutely nothing with you life. peter, let me ask you a question, can you imagine a 30 yearold balding man sitting all by his lonesome at a dirty home calling for his retired mother to make him dinner while he plays those hideous video games on his new console or maybe reading a comic book with almost no dialouge at all? you can?! goo, cause that is you. im not joking at all. i really hate you, and you scare me, you've ruined my life, my childhood, but i will NOT let you ruin my future.

I HATE PETER WHO MADE ME LOVE HIM

Dear Peter,
I hate you Peter. I hate you for making me love you. I hate you for trying your hardest to be there for me and then disappearing. I hate you for picking her over me. I hate you for not caring for so long, and then trying to come back into my life. I hate you doing this! How could you do this to me? How could you just stop loving me?! You said you'd always be there! That's a fucking lie. You left. And now you're alone. Fuck you Peter. I fucking hate you.

I HATE PETER WHO DOESN'T NOTICE ME

I hate you peter for never seeing me. When you see me, you only see a freak, an outcast but never me. I'm a 2d character to you, how can you not see that I'm smart and talented. I know the things you say about me, the cruel words and snickers about me behind my back. Why do you pretend to care, why do you all pretend? People seem to think that in all humans we have the ability to be empathetic, whoever started that "rumor" doesn't know what they're talking about. People are never empathetic, we try to be, but as hard as we try we still hurt people, we still miss the obvious feelings of others in penchant for our own. So stop with the lies, stop with the fake concern, I can see straight through it, its just pathetic hearing you all try and cover your tracks. You almost make hating you too easy.

I HATE PETER WHO ALWAYS GETS WHAT'S MINE

I hate you, Peter because despite your happiness, you always get what's mine. Even if you don't want it or mean to...you do. Everything is just handed right from me to you and I'm hoping you'll soon realize wrong from right. It's beginning to get to me. I'm beginning to think that there's a reason...for everything.

Heart broken and jealous in Los Angeles

I HATE PETER WHO IS DOING MY HEAD IN

Seriously Peter, you’re doing my head in.
You think you’re better than me just because you’ve shagged more guys?! Fuck you! I’m smarter and I’m better looking and I don’t shove my tits in guys faces to get their attention. No one likes you. NO ONE! And you might walk around, head held high because you think you’re better than everyone else, you think you’re more mature, but you’re not. Everyone’s just sat their laughing at you! You’re a slut.
And you can bitch about me all you goddamn like! I’ve stopped caring. Sure, it hurts, I mean I was one of the few left that actually stuck up for you! But it’s over now. Fuck. You. Whore.
Oh and by the way, you’re ass does look big in those new jeans. I lied.

I HATE PETER WHO DOESN'T UNDERSTAND ME AND WHOM I DON'T UNDERSTAND

I HATE PETER WHO DOESN'T UNDERSTAND ME AND WHOM I DON'T UNDERSTAND

I hate you Peter because you literally don't make any sense and I genuinely do not understand how that tiny brain of yours works. I know you're only a kid but your perverted jokes
and horrible way of misspelling, while humorous, also drives me crazy. You don't take responsibility of anything and blame everything on "Bieber" WHICH IS FUCKING STUPID. I HATE YOU SO MUCH YOU DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND. Hence, the heading. I HATE THAT YOU IGNORE ME WHEN I TRY TO TALK TO YOU AND YOU ONLY TALK TO PEOPLE WHO BARELY PAY ANY ATTENTION TO YOU. It doesn't make sense. And you think you're so cool for staying in the living room when there was a "tornato" (which btw is spelt TORNADO) instead of the basement, but you're not. YOU'RE JUST A FUCKING IDIOT who likes climbing trees. And you like Mac n' Cheese. WE GET IT. STOP TELLING US. AND YOU'RE SO STUPID, YOU DON'T EVEN GET THAT WE'RE TALKING ABOUT YOU, RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU.

LOLJK we love you. <3

I HATE PETER WHO ALWAYS EATS SPAGHETTI AND HANGS OUT ON GRASS

I H8 YOU PETER U STUPID UGLY ASS BITCH HOE STOP EATING SPAGHETTI AND HANGING ON GRASS. IT'S S0000 ANNOYING I H8 SEEING YOUR EMAILS ABOUT YOU CHILLIN ON GRASS AND EATING THAT RAW SPAGHETTI THAT HANGS FROM YOUR MOUTH. ICKY VICKY. AND I H8 IT WEN U EMAIL ABOUT ENYONE. UGH PETER DON'T COME BACK EVAR AGEN. AND STOP BLAMING IT ON JUSTINE BOOBER. SHES SO C00L THO SO Y MUST U BLAME STUFF ON HER WHATD SHE DO 2 U SHE DIDNT SMACK U OR SOMETHIN. ND STOP TAKING YEAR BREAKS FROM YOUR EMAIL. UGH I CREY WEN U DO THAT. O ND YOU OWE ME LIEK A QUARTER COS I MADE SOMEONE FOLLOW U OKAY PETER HATE U. ~~~~~*

I HATE PETER WHO I GAVE UP SO MUCH FOR

I can't believe you Peter. I can't believe that you just decided to stop talking to me all together after I gave up so much for you. I gave you a third chance, A THIRD FUCKING CHANSE!!!! do you know how many of those you get in life? Probably 1, so sucks for you because you just used your only one up. I hate you when your high, thats when your the worst. I hope all that weed kills every single one of your stupid useless brain cells and you die from a drug overdose. You don't deserve any girl and I hope you get rejected by all of them. I hope you die alone, and a virgin. I hope you never get to have sex since you want it so bad. I can't believe you treat people the way you do. I fucking hate you more than anybody else that I have in my entire life. You don't deserve anything. I want you to be locked up on a room with no windows and no doors for a year to make you go crazy. I wish every bad thing on you. I hope you get caught by your parents and they send you away to some correctional facility. And if you were to come back changed, I would still hate you forever and never talk to you. I hate what you have done to me and I hate everything about you. Heres some last tips : 1. NO BODY likes pimples on your back, its just gross. 2. NO BODY likes when the whitest people act black, I mean really it's just embarrassing. 3. playing games on your computer during lunch isn't cool. 4. You watch too much porn, news flash- porn isn't real life, no wonder you have so many false expectations about sex. UGH you are just awkward and I hate you. Please go die in a hole. I hope your life sucks forever!!!

I HATE PETER WHO DOESN'T LOVE ME

I hate you Peter because I love you. And you don't.

I HATE PETER WHO MADE ME FALL IN LOVE

Dear Peter,

First off, I hate you for making me fall in love with you. I hate you for going out with my best friend when I liked you. I hate myself for saying it was okay if she went out with you, because she knew I liked you. I do not hate her. I hate you for becoming my best friend and replacing her, then dumping me for such a stupid reason. I hate you for every single fight and every single time you'd make me cry and then you'd play that song that sent my head spinning from confusion. I hate how you'd always say my name and I'd break. I hate how you would always talk about her and never would ask me how I was and when I got upset about anything and tried to talk about it with you, you'd get mad at me. I hate how you sent me so many mixed signals, I couldn't keep them straight. I hate how I went back to you, begging you for our friendship back, because I knew I'd rather be your friend if I couldn't have you. I hate how you ruined me for love, and I'm so insecure if he actually loves me, that I question him all the time about it. Peter, what did I ever do to deserve it? I was there for you. Before your surgery, who was talking to you? Me. Who were you talking to instead of her that night? Me. She wondered why, but of course I was giving you advice about her. We had had a fight that night, and you gave me a hug. I melted inside and I hate you for that. I hate you for when we'd accidentally on purpose catch each other's eyes in the lunch room and we'd immediately look away. I hate you for all the times I've fantasized about you apologizing and begging for forgiveness. I hate you for being happy and ruining me for happiness. I hate you because I still love you a little. No matter how many times I've told myself that I'm over you, it's a lie every time. I hate you, Peter. And you don't care.

Sincerely,
Sappy Pitiful Me

I HATE PETER WHO I COULD EASILY FLIP AROUND TO LIKE

I hate you Peter, how you are always so close yet so far away...
I hate you Peter, how sometimes I choose to ignore you and will feel guilty...
I hate you Peter, how you act as if I am not really your true friend at times....
Yet, I hate how I like you so much...
I hate how you were always there for me through the good times and the bad...
I hate how you really did treat me like a true friend even when it didn’t feel like it...
I hate how I can’t make time to spend with you...
So, the question is, to hate or not to hate??
Well for now, its Hate. But hate could easily flip around to like.

I HATE PETER WHO TRIES TO STALK ME

THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU:

The way you stalk not only me, but my family members as well. Emailing my little sister is NOT FUCKING OKAY.
The way you touch me all the time. Golden rule of friendship: friends don't slap other friends' asses. Nor do they wrap their clingy little fingers around their friends' waists and squeak "I wuv you. Do you wuv me?"
NO. NO I FUCKING DON'T. PLEASE GO JUMP UNDER A GARBAGE TRUCK AND DIE, SLOWLY AND PAINFULLY, WHILE HOT GARBAGE JUICE DRIBBLES OVER YOUR SHITTY EYELINER AND INTO YOUR DISGUSTING GREASY HAIR (hopefully that'll fully destroy that stupid fake flower clip)
I hate the way you about talk to me. "I want you as my lover". "We should totally go the to same uni. And take all the same courses. And be flatmates."
The way you listed me on facebook as your sister. And you put your profile pic as me and you. And whenever you can you make meaningless conversation with me. And then you tell me about how you and your mum talk about me. And how your mum loves me. And how we should catch up over the holidays.
I BURN PICTURES OF YOUR FACE IN MY SPARE TIME, BITCH. NO, I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU OVER THE FUCKING HOLIDAYS.

Please, just stop trying to molest me.

Much hate,
that girl you stalk.

I HATE PETER WHO HURT SOMEONE THAT MEANT SO MUCH TO ME

Dear Peter,
I hate you because you hurt someone that meant so much to me. you knew exactly what you were doing and kept going. she was vurnarable and you didnt give a shit! who do you thinkyou are!? your a selfish ass who will die alone. i fucking hate you!! you have no friends for a reason. they see the truth in your ways..your nothing but a nasty man whore!! im sick of it..i want you out of her life. you have hurt her beyond belief. you will see your mistake she is the best thing you ever had. what is wrong with you. you clearly need help becuase your ways are not right. i hope you dont sleep at night knowing how much you made her cry. how hard she fell for you and in a yrs time wrecked her for all shes worth. she trusted you and you used her. i believed you i trusted you you fucking said you'd take care of her!!!?? then for what?? fucking drop her when you wanted to go pick up a couple more skanks at the bars? convienent for you. your a dick. and i will never forgive you for what you've done. the hurt you've caused. ill never get back those nights i sat with her while she cried to me lost of who she was because of your scum bag ways FUCK YOU PETER

SINCERELY, THE PISSED OFF BESTFRIEND

I HATE PETER WHO FLIRTS WITH EVERYONE

Hey there, Peter,
You're supposed to be my best friend, right? Right! I actually enjoy you, and I'm glad we're friends. We always have SO much fun together, and we get each other so well. But, you know. You have, like, fucking double D boobs and you use them. A lot. Too much. Maybe I'm being jealous, but hey. You're honestly 4 ft. 11 in. of pure, slutty, flirtatiousness. Maybe you don't realize you're doing it, Peter. I know you had a bad past. I know your past probably influences your actions now, Peter, even though you got help. BUT SERIOUSLY GOD FUCK DAMN. Do you have to flirt with EVERYONE?! I know of one guy who likes you. Oh, and another. AND OH HEY another kid too! Plus all the other guys you always talk to that I've never met.

Um. I know you don't REALIZE you flirt. Actually, I want you to realize that you do because I fucking hate you when you flirt with everyone. I mean, it's bad enough that you get blessed with a tiny, petite body, DD's, and blonde hair. You're like every guy's dream, right? TOTALLY. And here I am, marginally... so much LESS in your shadow. Everyone always likes you. Always. When given the choice, they like you. You are naturally just... SOCIAL. You can walk up to everyone and talk to them. You have a loud voice. A pretty face. When you say something, people stop to hear it. When I say something, they either talk over me, go on to talking to you, or you interrupt with your goddamn loud trumpet voice. YOU ALWAYS INTERRUPT ME. Always. ESPECIALLY WHEN WE ARE WITH GUYS. You KNOW that I liked him. You KNOW how happy I get when I talk to him. You KNOW how fucking SHY I am, and how hard it is for me to talk to people. So why do you feel the need to talk over me? And, more importantly, why do you feel the need to talk FOR me? Sure, we're best friends, but you don't know EXACTLY how I feel. You don't LIVE with the FUCKING THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD, therefore, you have no license to pretend that you do. You can't tell people how I feel, because you don't know. Speaking of things you don't know, you don't know what it's like to live in my house, so just shut the fuck up about it. Seriously. Yeah. Your home life sucks. But hey, mine has it's moments. Completely fucking horrible moments.

But, most importantly... I like HIM. A lot. He is literally the closest I've ever come to a boyfriend. And you are just going to fuck EVERYTHING UP if you keep flirting with him. Please, just back the fuck off. Please. Please, please, please, please, please, PLEASE. I can't describe to you how much this fucking frustrates me, Peter. And it's not just me. All our other friends know that you flirt. Hell, you even stole a guy from one of our friends. And then stomped on his heart. Like, seriously!? You FLIRT with them, and then are ASTONISHED when they like you. Stop. Stop. And stop hurting them. Guys have feelings. I have feelings. You just need to STOP.

Begrudgingly yours,
Your Unflirty, Frumpy, Frustrated Best Friend.

I HATE PETER WHO IS MY BROTHER WITH AN ASIAN WOMAN FETISH

Dear Peter,

I hate you for abandoning me to take care of our mother after she had a massive stroke. It's because I'm female, Peter, and you think that my life is far less important than your own. Peter, you are a joke but you don't take me seriously because you think I'm a joke. But Peter, you are 34 and teaching English in China because you have an Asian women fetish. I wouldn't mind if you had an Asian women fetish, lived in China and helped take care of mom, in fact I'd like you. But you won't help, and your neglect has made it so that I am tied to our home town after graduating from college (with exceptional grades, while you managed to slither by after convincing your Ukrainian T.A. to give you an undeserved C in a required math class).

You come home for the holidays with a new girlfriend each year and rack up debt on your credit card in attempt to impress them. Then you get angry at everyone because you can't pay-off the bills on an English-teacher-for-hire's wages. What's wrong with you?

I was accepted into graduate school but can't go because I have to take care of mom and work. It's either that or I hand her over to the state where she can live in a low-income nursing home. Do you care? Do you care about either of us? Why can't you take care of mom after I've done it for nearly 4 years? Just temporarily. All I ask is for temporary help, but you can't give it to me because you're a fat and stupid drunken fuck. Life would be better without you. The world would be better without you.

I would be happy if you drank yourself into a coma that you never exited, Peter. It would make life a lot less complicated and painful.

I HATE EPTER WHO EXPECTS ME TO ACT LIKE I CARE

dear Peter,
who fucking slut. you think i care if your bf kissed you or not. dont tell me your fucking stories and expect me to act like i care. peter sometimeds i wish you would just disappear. you want me to rub pimple cream all over your back when you havent even gave me one hug. peter you should get a life because you desparately need one.
sincerly,
rousy in rhode island

I HATE PETER WHO I NEED

you.
Letting go is painful.
Forgetting what we had is hard.
Missing you sucks.
Feeling like i need you sucks.
Not seeing you is depressing.
Talking to you everyday and KNOWING I can't have you kills me.
I can't let go.
I won't forget.
I still miss you.
I can't help but need you.
I want to see you.
I wish I had you all to myself.
I love you so much it hurts.

I HATE PETER WHO THINKS SHE'S SO COOL

LISTEN PETER. YOU'RE NOT THAT COOL. YOU'RE A FUCKING FRESHMAN. SHUT
THE FUCK UP. I KNOW YOUR TYPE. YOU PLAY INNOCENT. YOU GET AS MANY
PEOPLE TO LIKE YOU AS YOU CAN. YOU CHANGE YOURSELF TO SUIT THEM. YOU
KNOW WHAT YOU HAVE, PETER? A BUNCH OF UPPERCLASSMEN FRIENDS. MY
FRIENDS. BUT THATS ALL YOU HAVE PETER. NEXT YEAR, WHEN THEY GRADUATE,
YOULL HAVE NO FRIENDS. GOOD. YOU DIDNT BOTHER TO MAKE FRIENDS WITH
YOUR OWN CLASS. HAHHAHAHA. STUPID FUCKING FRESHMAN. YOU TOOK MY
BESTFRIEND, YOU TOOK MY FIRST LOVE, YOU TOOK EVERYONE. GOOD. HAVE
THEM. I DONT CARE THAT YOURE TALKING TO THAT ASSHOLE. GOOD!!!! YOU'LL
GET HURT JUST LIKE I DID. HA. I WANT YOU TO GET HURT. I WANT YOU TO
HAVE NO FRIENDS. YOU THINK YOU CAN SING BUT YOU CANT. NOBODY FUCKING
LIKES YOU. ALSO, I SAW YOU AT THE MALL A WEEK AGO DRESSING LIKE YOURE
GHETTO. THEN YOU COME TO SCHOOL IN RIPPED JEANS AND A BAND TEESHIRT.
YOU'RE NOT COOL BITCH. YOU'RE A SLUT. I KNOW HOW YOU ARE, GIVING YOUR
NUMBER OUT TO RANDOM GUYS AT THE MALL. SKANK. MAYBE IF IM LUCKY, YOULL
BOTH GET HURT.
why did I write that in all caps? Because I hate you, you stupid fucking bitch.

I HATE PETER WHO FALLS TOO EASILY

Oh Peter. Look at you. Hurt again. Hurt because you let yourself fall
again. You're so stupid Peter. You KNEW this was going to happen. You
saw it coming! But you didn't try and prevent it... You let him take
control of your feelings. You let yourself fall for him. You allowed
yourself to like him more than he likes you. And that's your mistake.
Peter, you KNOW that whenever you like a guy more than he likes you,
you're going to wind up hurt again. It's been so long since you've
felt this way about someone, and now the feelings gone. Because he
decided he was bored with you. He took your heart and broke it. You
trusted him with it, gave him everything you had, and he just trashed
it. Now your left behind to shift through the broken pieces and maybe
try and fix it. But that won't be for a while. You're not going to
trust anyone for a while. You won't let yourself fall again. No,
common Peter. Please. You're smarter than that. I know you are!

I HATE PETER WHO MAKES ME FEEL LIKE CRAP

Peter, you make me feel like shit. Emotionally drained. I feel like a
little sister being harvested on bioshock. Why do you do this to me?
You know you have the ability to make me cry and want to die in a
hole. So, you brokeup with me, right? Then you tell me you miss me and
KIND of regret breaking up with me. Kind of... OKAY. THAT'S COOL.
You're awesome(: pause NOT. you're confusing and disgusting and rude.
You accused me of being a slut... Indirectly.
"go hookup with him!"
"ew, I don't hookup with random people"
"suurree you don't"
what kind of girl do I look like, Peter? Do I look like a slut? Cause I'm not.
Anyways, then we start talking about winter ball and stuff. You told
me you got asked to the sockhop by two girls at the same time and then
tell ME to bring you to winterball at my school? No. You're bringing
two girls to the dance at your school, because you don't wanna be a
dick and turn one down. NEWSFLASH ASSHOLE. you're being a dick for
bringing two girls! Jesus! You confuse the shit out of me. You tell me
that you miss me, then call me a slut & tell me to hookup with
someone, then take not one, but TWO girls to your dance. You disgust
me. But Peter, wanna know the worst thing? I still like you. You
dumped me, but I still like you. You're a dick to me, but I still like
you. You insulted my family and me, but i'd still take you back if you
asked mr out. Why do you do this to me? It sucks, but I can't change
the way I feel :/

I HATE PETER THAT IS MY BODY

Dear Peter,

You are so ugly and fat. Everytime I look at you, I hate myself. Your
stomache is weird and lumpy. It looks like it's in two parts. Why, oh
why, Peter, can't you have a pretty, flat stomache like the models.
When you wakeup, sometimes it's nice. No fat. Decent. However, as soon
as you eat something... BAM! FAT! UGLY!! Peter, you could drop at
least 10 pounds. Also, your hips are gross. Peter, you'd be a perfect
size 1 or even 0 if it wasn't for your fucking love handles! Some guys
like them, but if I was a guy, I wouldn't. They're squishy and make
you look like you have a muffin top. Just drop 20 pounds. Honestly.
Does everything you eat just go to your hips and stomache? YOU HAVE NO
BOOBS OR BUTT. THERE IS NO EXCUSE FOR YOU TO BE FAT. what the fuck is
wrong with you? Can't put the fork down? When you eat, you say, "I can
eat this, and i just won't eat tomorrow". But what happens? You ate
two bowls of goldfish before school. Peter, even your own dad notices
you're fat. "eat something healthy instead of something that goes to
your hips". Yes, they're that wide. I mean, looking at you tonight,
Peter, I did something bad. I was disgusted when I looked at you, so I
made myself puke. That's right. Because of you, I was bulemic. You
know whatelse? I'm going to keep Doing it. Because you can't stop
eating, but you can puke and act like it never happened. I hope your
happy Peter. Cause I'm not.

I HATE PETER WHO IS A CALCULATING BITCH

hate you Peter, you calculating bitch. I hate you Peter, cause you feel nothing. I hate you Peter, for being sad. I hate you Peter, who is trapped. I hate you Peter for being worthless. I hate you Peter, who has no one. I hate you Peter, who don't know happiness.

See, you love this don't you? You love it when someone hates you. A feeling you can rely upon more than love. Cause it's something you can believe.

Yes. I hate you Peter, for loving this hate I am spewing.

Love me, hate me, but don't ignore me, right? It's should be your fucking life story. Except you don't believe in love. Not the unconditional one everyone believes in. Any other kind of love, you don't deserve.

Why are you crying, Peter? Feeling sorry for yourself? Go ahead. Cry. Feel better. 'Cause you'll be back, and I'll be waiting.

I love company,
-Misery.

I HATE PETER WHO IS THE MOST IDIOTIC, RETARDED, DULL WITTED FOOL THAT HAS EVER WALKED THE FACE OF THE EARTH!!!!

Peter, you are the most idiotic, retarded, dull witted fool that has ever walked the face of this earth!!!! I MEAN IT!!! time and time again, you sit there and tell your ridiculous lies that only a complete idiot! you used to be a good person, but hanging out with all your new friends has ruined you, and YOU DON'T EVEN SEE IT!!!!!! I have tried to help you, time and time again, but you just throw it back in my face like a piece of shit!!!! you have no concept of reality, and once you get thrown in, your going to wish that you werent such a dipshit dumbfuck!!!!!!! You sit there and let any guy that comes your way fuck you, THEN YOU GO AHEAD AND SHARE YOUR FUCKING DOPE!!! YOU ARE AN IDIOT!!!! YOU ARE BETTER THAN THIS!!!!!!! YOUR TURNING INTO A WHORE!!!!!! YOU'RE TURNING INTO A JUNKIE!!!!!! GROW A FUCKING BRAIN!!!!!! I HATE YOU!!!!! YOU ARE AN ABOMINATION AMONG THE HUMAN RACE!!! I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE PETER WHO MADE MY FAVORITE PARTS OF THE DAY UTTERLY FUCKING MISERABLE

I HATE YOU PETER because you have succeeded in making my favourite parts of the day utterly fucking miserable. I loved what I was doing in those programs until you came along, with your nagging about grammar and furnace temperatures, and your asking to borrow my shit CONSTANTLY (Almost every 2 minutes). I swear you diminish the day of all you speak to. You never consider anyone`s feelings or points of view before opening your big, rude mouth, and you will NOT FUCKING SHUT UP. I was forced into study hall with you for an hour, and I counted how long you could go without speaking and saying something offensive. You went 1 minute and 16 seconds. 1 MINUTE AND 16 SECONDS. That`s it. Does it ever occur to you that, just maybe, the rest of the world is not craving to know your opinion every ten seconds, and that maybe, it would do the rest of the human race a favour if you shut up!! Because, you know what, I don't need to hear how you equivocate the Catholic Church to a gift shop ( Which you said very loudly, while in a church, in a catholic school, in front of a group of priests and Chaplains), or how you think that you are literally the best poet in North America (Side note: I`ve heard your work. (That was when you called me at 10:30 and began to read your poetry out loud to me- ``Because I wanted to give you a gift``, as you said) It is not even worthy of the garbage which it will inevitably be thrown into). It finds its place among the cockroaches. Oh, and when you stole $500 worth of cash and gifts cards from your fellow friends on a MISSIONARY TRIP, and then spent the entire morning after blabbing about how you were the only one who went to bed early (when everyone knew that was when you stole the money, and when you no one could confront you because we were legally forbidden to search your bags), that was a fucking CLASS MOVE. Bragging about theft. Genius.

Peter, your fake, supercilious attitude, the fact that you are so inconsiderate of others and their beliefs, and the fact that you WILL NOT FUCKING SHUT UP makes my fantasies of you getting murdered a la Sid and Nancy so much more deserving. My sincerest wish for you is that you attempt to rob a bank (probably to buy those cheap pieces of crap you call earrings), and, when you are entered into maximum security prison, that you become a prison bitch for the rest of your life. And that is the only one I can say one the internet without getting censored.
GO BLOW YOURSELF (YOUR MOUTH IS CERTAINLY BIG ENOUGH)!

In Utter Hatred,

SILENCE IS FUCKING GOLDEN

I HATE PETER WHO LIED TO BE ME FOR ONE WHOLE YEAR

You know, you act like you love me, peter. But really, if you did, my
depression would be easy for you to fix, because it wouldn't, "ANNOY
YOU" So, fuck you. Thank you for treating me like shit. Thank you for
only caring about yourself. Thank yu for lying to me for one whole
year. Thank you for reassuring the fact in my mind that I am in fact
worth less that drugs. They come before me, they always have, and they
always will. So thank you again for treating me like this. Thank you
for bringing cutting back into my life when you promised to take all
the pain away. But instead you doubled it. Thank you for not loving me
when you said you did. Thank you for making our whole relationship a
lie. Thank you for sucking huge major dick, and being the worlds
biggest douche bag. Have fun in hell, fuck yourself while you're there.

I HATE PETER WHO IS A DUMB DOUCHEBAG

Peter,
I haven't known you for long, but I hate you. You're a dumb douchebag. You had no right to tell me I shouldn't tie my show during volleyball, hello stupid I would've tripped and broke my face. Plus, you have no team spirit and fuck your little annoyed face that make you look even uglier than you already are. Bitch attitudes make me wanna barf. Fuck you. Next time we play together I'll comment on every fucking move you make and trust me all of them will be haha you fucking suck. Rolling my eyes and giggling to everyone like it was some kind of a joke. Bam.

I HATE PETER FOR ABANDONING ME WHEN MY GRANDMA DIED

I hate you peter. I hate you for all the good memories. I hate you for ruining all those good memories. I hate you for abandoning me when My gramma died. I hate that when we got back together, you acted like you changed, for about a month, then returned to your old controlling self. I hate that when you were too busy for me, i waited for you. When you had nothing better to do, you expected me to be around for you. I hate that I let you control me. Control what I wear, what I do, who I talk to. How much worse would it have gotten?! I hate that you told me that I should "be thankful that You even talk to me". I was your fucking girlfriend, usually boyfriends talk to their girlfriends. Fuck you. I hate that you said you loved me. You definitly didn't love me. You Loved who you wanted me to be, and tried to make me fit, like jamming a square into a circle. I hate that when I finally broke up with you, it got worse. I hate that you locked me in with you and wouldn't let me leave. I hate that you invaded my privacy. I hate that you made me text my bestfriend, telling him I can't be friends with him any more. . he is one of the most caring and sincere people I know, You should probably learn from him. I wanted to be friends don't know why. Your the shittiest friend ever. I hate that you put on this front like your the best person around. Because you don't swear. You don't do drugs, you don't drink. Your such a good person compared to everyone else. Your also a fucked up person, with some really deep issues.Trying to be the opposite of your Dad isn't working. Your becoming just as fucked up as he is. Stop trying so hard. Grow the fuck up and deal with your problems. Stop hiding behind video games and your "mother Theresa" facade. I hope, that you find a girl, who puts you through what you put me through. So that you know how it feels to be used. to be taken advantage of. to not be good enough, no matter how hard you try. Make you feel like complete dirt. I promise.I'll never put myself through this ever again. I deserve way better than you.

I HATE PETER WHO ACTS LIKE A BEATCH!!!!!!!!!!!

Dear Peter,
You really need to get a like and stop being a liitle COW because i am fed up of being the one you run to when you cnt find BIGGER peter. You just wanna be like her and have no opinion of yourself !! But i wont take it anymore !! You snogged some ugly boy and got drunk you look like a fool but thats because you are a fool!!!!! I hate you peter i thought we were friends but turns out youre just like her. Then you get all defensive when i try and help you but forget that. you just need to get on with your trampy life and leave me and my fellow peters alone !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we peters no longer want to be your friend so leave us alone you pig!! you act as if your fat when actually your obese !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 get over yourself and leave me alone. at least bigger peter doesnt follow everyone around like a beatch !!!!!!!!!!!!! Grrrrrrrrr....................

I HATE PETER WHO IS A CLOTHING AND JEWELRY THIEF

I hate you some much. I hate this stupid country its completely and uttery pointless. The third world countries are better than you are! the don't fucking suck as much as you do!
I can't wait to go visit my boyfriend, who is the only normal person I know.
Peter is such a drama queen and asshole and I hope you die in the worst way possible, no one likes you, they all fucking hate you and your stupid stuck up attitude nobody wants to hear or know about. You're so fucking annoying. I can't wait to be able to go to college next year JUST so I don't have to put up with you ever again. You thief! going through my closets and stealing my clothes and jewelry! then you say I disrespect my parents, well guess what you stupid bitch, you disrespect them more, I just get into discussions trying to convince them why i'm right...you just scream and yell and break everyone's fucking eardrums so they just say yes to you so you fucking shut up. No one wants to fucking listen to you or deal with you or even look at you. You're so dumb, ypou go to the same high school i went to and have all 2s...and i who didn't even study or open a book had more than double your grade. Does that give you ANY idea of how fucking stupid you are????
Nobody gives a damn about you and you're going to grown up all alone and ugly, because I'm never going to allow my family to even go near you. I'm afraid they might catch your STUPIDITY disease.

I HATE PETER WHO DOESN'T SEE WHAT'S BOTHERING ME

I hate you Peter.

I hate you for always telling me you wished you had it as easy as I do.

I hate you for telling me about all your little problems that you could deal with in an instant, but prefer to keep instead of becoming better.

I hate you for not seeing whats bothering me.

I hate you for not seeing I am lonely as fuck and that you are making it worse by telling me about your relationship problems.

I hate you for not realizing how close to suicide I am.

I hate you for calling yourself my best friend, when you hardly make an effort o be worthy of that, when I get up at
01:30 am to comfort you because you have a bit of relationship trouble.

I hate you for not loving me the way I love you.

--
- Whatever

I HATE PETER WHO CHEATED ON HIS GIRLFRIEND WITH TEN BILLION GIRLS

LET ME TELL YOU PETER!

I hate you! I hate you! I haaate you! Fuck you peter! Fuck you and you're cheap lies. All you want is some girl that will make you feel special until your ex comes crawling back to you, just so you can cheat on her with ten billion other girls and break up with her and then do it all over again. You make me sick! The sad thing about it is that I truly have feelings for you. You damn jerk! Why does it always have to be me? You two fight and then you come crawling to me for advice and a person to vent to. Do you go to you best bud? Naaah, let's go crawl back to me. Do you go to your other guy or gal friends? At all? Nope, because apparently it's my job(: And then you end up saying, "I like you a lot" and then we start a slow steady friendship going on relationship thing and then sooner or later, WITHOUT WARNING, i find out you and the tramp are back together >:[ GO JUMP IN FRONT OF A CAR! You hurt me twice. The first time was when we first dated and after that I didn't trust you and I was smart enough to stay away from you but somehow you got me to fall for your trick this time and you had me going for a while! BRAVO ASSHOLE! Why do you do this to me? I treat you with respect. I am always there for you. I listen to you bitch and moan about your problems with your little precious girlfriend(the same girl every time). I help you cope with everything else. I encourage you to go to school everyday so you don't get locked up again. I help you with your homework. I stay up with you at night on the phone. I never did a single thing to you that was bad other then break up with you... BECAUSE YOU WERE WITH HER BEHIND MY BACK!!!! I stop talking to you for months and then WHO COMES CRAWLING BACK TO ME, PETER? yeah! Yep, you do! that's right you do! "I miss you :(" "I fucking miss you babe" F.U.C.K. Y.O.U.! That spells Fuck You! You damn fool. Yeah watch, one of these days I'm going to stop caring about you if you keep trying to hurt me like this; you're fucking lucky I'm a nice ass person! "I actually care about you a lot, babe" MY ASS! You seriously piss me off Peter. It's too damn bad I care about you this much.

your possibly soon-to-be ex-bestfriend,
who wants to chop your head off ^_^

I HATE PETER WHO IS MY LITTLE BROTHER

I hate you Peter. You may be biologically my little brother, but that does not mean I have to love you. Two children in one year. You have gotten her pregnant twice in one year. She had only given birth a month before you knocked her up again. You don't have a job. You don't have a place to live. My niece is living with the little whores mother because you guys have no way of taking care of a child yet here she is five months pregnant with a little boy that you guys cant take care of. I wouldn't have cared if you hadn't planned the first baby. But thats it you planned it. With no way of taking care of it you knocked the stupid little whore up. And you went and did it again. Its like your purposely throwing it in my face. You know how hard it has been. Losing the baby. Almost dying. Going through the surgeries. The hormone treatments. The IVF treatments. Everything so I can have what you get in one try. I know I'm not supposed to be jealous but I am. Why can't I have a baby. I am the one with the job the house and the ability to love a child. You don't even like kids. You don't even hold your child. See her maybe once a month. I Hate you Peter I hope you rot in hell.

I HATE PETER WHO CAN'T HANDLE HER EMOTIONS

Peter, you are a stupid fuck. You can't handle your emotions, so you blamed me for what you were feeling and demanded that I change. You broke up with me 24 times in two years!! Every time we'd break up you'd beg to have me back. I'd come back, and you'd tell me that I had to change.
You know what? If you feel shitty about yourself that's not my fault, and nothing I say or do will change your perception of yourself. I've learned that.

I spent a lot of energy not judging you. You spent a lot of time judging yourself and blaming me.

You want judgment? Fine. Here it is:

You are absolutely right. You are probably the messiest person I have ever met, with the exception of my hoarding mother. You play the system, and I pay through my taxes and I resent you for it. You smell. Your kid has total control over you. You have an eating disorder. You ARE too needy. Your perception is twisted. You treat the world like it is your enemy, and that is exactly why the world is hard for you. You treat me like an enemy and that is why this relationship didn't work.

Finally, I do not want to be your friend. You are way too messed up, and I may have lowered my standards for a lover, but let me tell you - you do not meet my standards for friendship. I've watched you. You require just as much reassurance from your friends as you do from your lovers and I don't babysit my friends like I babysat you for 2 years.

Piss off.

Better without you in Victoria

I HATE PETER WHO THINKS HE'S HOT SHIT IN GYM CLASS

Dear Peter,
I am sick and tired of you, and your douchebag friends talking to me, and harassing me, like I am some freak. Just because you go around thinking you're hot shit in gym class, and I act like a normal person, you decide it's okay to incessantly mock me, call me names, and make fun of how I dress. I didn't give a shit about what you had said until your violence became physical, you and your posse, or whatever you want to call them, have ganged up on me, multiple times, during gym class, and purposely inflicted pain upon me, though you make it look like it was all an accident, or like you were just playing the game, but I know. I know you have too many insecurities to count. I know that you feel better by putting others down. I know you, and all your little buddies, are just trying to look "cool." I know you, you're no different than the kids who used to taunt me and beat me up when i was younger. I've also noticed that you're all talk no action. You talk like you're hot shit, you act like you're hot shit, but you dont have the guts to back that up. Like three weeks ago, when you were walking behind me, you punched me, yes I do remember that. But you're too much of a pussy to do anything to me to my face, I know you... I know you arent doing this for fun, you have a reason, you're pathetic. So next time you decide it's okay to say shit about me, or inflict pain upon me, I wont give you the gratification to know that you have caused pain, you can bruise me, you can yell, and scream things at me, but I am proud of who I am, and by the way you're acting, I can tell that you're not. So, no matter what you do, no matter who you think I am, no matter how I feel, I know that you're just pathetic.

I HATE PETER WHO IS MY BEST FRIEND, YET STILL CHANGED

Dear Peter,
I hate that we are "best" friends, and you've changed. You smoke,you drink, you're not even fifteen. You are pathetic and don't deserve to be a critic.
you've called me anorexic,heartless and apparently I "hide my feelings so well, I don't have any". Well guess what Peter , I am naturally skinny and you my friend are NOT, I eat McDonalds and this is an IMMENSE FUCK YOU to you and your superficial bullshit. I hope one day you realize that you don't know me at all. Oh and Peter ? I hope your relationship with HIM is doomed .
fuck you ,
sincerely your 'emotionless' skinny former friend.

I HATE PETER WHO HAD LIKED HIM FOR AGES

hate you Peter. You had liked him for ages, and everyone knew that. You should have just asked him out instead of saying ‘I would ask you out, but I’m the girl.’ Its not the 70’s. He had only half-liked you, and because of that he asked you out. I hope your relationship doesn’t last. You don’t even make the effort to talk to him after he was so sweet to you. I hope you learn your lesson.

I HATE PETER WHO NEVER WANTS SEX WITH ME

I hate you Peter because you never want to have sex with me. You blame me for always wanting sex, but it's not true. I want sex a reasonable amount, two times a week is not an unreasonable request, you should be lucky for being with a woman who craves sex all the time. Fair enough I love sex, but I never demand it, and when I do it's not entirely my fault! You are to blame if you rub yourself against me and kiss my neck. You are to blame if you lift up my skirt to touch my ass and whisper in my ear you love me. Why do you do this when you don't want to have sex with me?! I love you and I know you love me back, but why don't you want to have sex with me? I'm clean, I shave, I dress up, I cover myself in chocolate for you, I'm not fat, I'm exciting, I don't have any weird diseases or extra limbs, and even you call me sexy, so what is your problem?? And when you have sex with me it's never good enough. You please yourself and leave me there and complain if I have to pleasure myself.

I hate you Peter. I hate you because you get angry that I demand these things. I hate you because you get angry that I'm upset and disappointed. But more importantly I hate you because you can't understand my frustration. You dont understand why I'm angry and you get upset that I am, and you want me not to hate you. But I do. I hate you Peter. You say you're sorry but I can't forgive you because you don't change, and you don't want to change. You dont see the problem. You say I give you everything you want in a woman, but you dont reciprocate. You don't take me out, you dont want to do things, all you want is to be with me and hold me in your arms and kiss me lovingly, but that's not enough. I want to feel loved, not be told you love me. I want actions more than your words. If you love me, show me you love me, show me you care enough to please me. I hate you Peter, I hate you because I love you. If I told you that many men would love to be in your position, you would be angry. You would be angry that I would even think about leaving you, because you are caring and look after me. But a woman needs more than devotion and loyalty, I need excitement and good sex, and if not sex, pleasure. I know your libido is low, but you can change it, take multivitamins or do yoga to relax... anything is better than nothing. I hate you Peter, but I love you. And if you cant love me back soon, I'm not sure I can resist cheating on you. I want to be with you because you are the man I love, but I have needs too.

I HATE PETER WHO IS ME

Peter you make me sick. Peter what the fuck is wrong with you. You are
a dirty cheating bitch. You cheated on a girl who really likes you
just to have your heart broken by another girl who you thought loved
you. Listen peter dont do that shit again. If she ever gives u another
chance take it and make it awesome. I am peter and i am a sack of
shit. I hate you peter

I HATE PETER WHO CAN'T MAKE UP HER MIND

I hate you peter who cant make up her mind. Ok listen peter i dont
hate you. I kinda love you. But i hate to love you. I really do. You
cant make up your mind. I know i cheated on you and i dont deserve a
sweet girl like you. But dont take so long to make up your mind who
isnt gonna go bak out with me but i hate you peter, i hate to love you.

I HATE PETER WHO I CANT STOP LOVING

O god peter i fucking hate you but i cant stop loving you. Your ruined
my life. You made me cry my eyes out. You made me wanna kill myself.
Why do you make me feel so bad. I hate you peter who i cant resist. I
Always loved you and i wanna stop loving you, but i cant. You are my
everything i swear you really are. I hope you feel like a bitch. You
lead me on. You hurt me. Bye peter i hate to love you. But i will
always love your lips. But ill hate your love.

I HATE PETER WHO NEVER RESPECTED HIS PARENTS

I hate you because all you've ever done in your life is think of yourself.
When you lead me on for almost a year.
When you cheated on me multiple times.
When you lied to me and broke my heart, then expected me to just come on back to you like some dumbass dog that knows nothing else.
I hate you because you never thought of me, and never tried to understand me.
I had to be afraid to tell you what I thought because you might start crying or yell at me.
You never respected your parents, and it majorly pissed me off.
Because there are people that don't even have the luck to HAVE parents as kind-hearted as yours.
Parents that no matter how much of a total asshole you are to them, they still buy you things and try to make you feel better.
I hate that you never tell them that it hurts you when they don't say 'I love you too'.
Or that when they yell at eachother, you hear it and want to cry.
I hate that you don't stand up for yourself over the important things, then have the nerve to yell at me about things that are totally trivial.
I cared about your love life, your adventures, and all of that when I was in love with you.
Now I don't care anymore.
I want to be friends with you still, but I still kinda hate you.
Kinda.

Sincerely,

Frustrated With You.

I HATE PETER WHO STOLE MY HEART

Dear peter
You stole my heart
Im go na need that back
Set me free. I hate you peter who took my heart but i truly love you. I hate to love you sometimes im attatched i really am. I wish i could let go sometimes but i cant. You make me happy. But u make me sad. I love you peter. I hate to love you sometimes. But i do love you.

I HATE PETER WHO SAID THE KISS WAS NOTHING

I hate you peter who said that kiss was nothing. You said that you
loved me and you couldnt wait to kiss me. You fucking lied. Well we
both had someone but u loved me more so why is it that u stayed with
him and broke my heart? You are one of the only girls who made me cry
well when i cry i dont consider myself a man so ur a lesbian because u
kissed me. Jk . Why did u turn on me we were gonna be so happy but u
just had to be a bitch. I was ur first kiss and i always will be u can
tell urself it wasnt a real kiss but u kissed me and i kissed back so
thats that. And i love how my gf found out and broke up with me but ur
bf is still clueless well thats it im done.
P.s. Your a bitch now and even your best friend agrees with me.

I HATE PETER WHO I CHEATED ON AND DUMPED

Dear Peter,

I know I dumped you. I know it was for my ex. I know I cheated on you with said ex. But that's not the point. The point is that I did all of this because you didn't give me something to love.

You treated me like I was something you owned. I couldn't wear what I wanted, I couldn't do I wanted, I couldn't even fucking hang out with who I wanted. The amazing thing is, you did this by crying enough to get your way and even when you were living two fucking hours away! I was ridiculed, ashamed, and hurt. You could have any fucking thing you wanted, you just had to act like a three year old and cry your way to it. YOU'RE FUCKING 17, ACT YOUR GODDAMN AGE.

I wanted to love you. I tried so very hard. But you fucked up. You didn't give me something to be happy about, fuck, you made me unhappy. I told you about my bi-polar, and you made fun of me. I told you about the pain that I went through with my ex boyfriend (the same one I cheated on you with!), and you didn't give a rat's ass! I loved your family, your house, your friends, but you made it so fucking hard to fall in love. You'd rather sleep than have sex. You'd rather get shit-faced than watch a movie with me. And when we did fuck, you were shit awful. I guess one reason why I couldn't love you was that eight year old pre-pubescent boys have bigger dicks than you. Oh, and you couldn't last more than five minutes in bed.

I lied to you so many times. I didn't love you, I never quit smoking, and every fucking time I "came".. yah.. it was a fake. EVERY. SINGLE. TIME.

Now, this new girl. "Ugly-bitch" as I like to call her, is quiet frankly, UGLY AS SIN. But hey, I guess you guys will make an excellent couple then. She's taller than you (well, everybody over five feet is), older than you, but has smaller titties than you. It took you almost a year to get a girl, when it took me only a month and a half to find "Kody". Oh, and by the way..

YOU NEVER TOOK MY VIRGINITY. YOU'RE DICK WAS THAT SMALL.

I still love you though. Fuck.
Forever and Always.
Pissed and heartbroken in Manitoba.

I HATE PETER WHO ACTS DIFFERENTLY BEHIND MY BACK

Peter,

I hate you so much. So so much much. You are an awful human being. You act so kind to my face, as if we were great friends. Behind my back, however, you say horrid awful things about me. Peter, you suck. I hate you. I hate that I have to deal with you in everyday life. I hate that you smell like weed all the time. I hate that you exist. I hate you. PETER you are an asshole. You are friends with my partner, and so I HAVE to deal with you everyday. Believe me, I hate every moment spent being around you. You make me sick, Peter. I hope you realise soon how awful you are and I hope you stop.

P.s. you are in the room next to me and I can hear you whispering things about me and my partner. YOU ARE NOT CLEVER NOR ARE YOU COVERT.

Yours,
Hatful in NY

I HATE PETER WHO IS MY PARENT

I can't stand another moment in the same house as you. You can never shut up about completely mundane things but when I want to talk about anything halfway substantial you clam up and ignore me. I'm your son. You can't just slam the conversational door and yell until I go away. I especially cannot stand how you get to go on and on about how imperfect I am and how MY life isn't good enough but as soon as I criticize the way you stand it's as if hell broke loose. Talking to you (attempting to anyway) is the most frustrating thing I have ever experienced. You are a horrible excuse for a parent and your sense of logic is impossibly skewed. I can't even fathom your thought process. Quite possibly because you don't have one. I have become paranoid because you won't stay out of my life (or at least the parts of it you allow me to take part in) and I've become incredibly apathetic because you have taught me that my efforts mean absolutely nothing to adults. And here's the fun part, you seem so confused about my silence around you. Yes that makes perfect sense. You dictate my life without taking any input PERIOD and you when I don't attempt communication then there's something wrong with ME. You say no every time and wonder why I don't ask? You really don't think EVER do you? I'm not telling this to your face because I'd never get to. You'd just shut it out or yell it back at me just like every bad feeling you ever have. And I get to deal with mine with repression or apathy. I hate you Peter. I hate you so much. When I move out I will NEVER talk to you again. The last communication you will get from me will be in the form of a suicide note. I promise.
I hope you die soon,
Incensed in Indiana

I HATE PETER WHO HAS A THING FOR ATHLETIC BOYS

Dear Peter,
I don't get you. How can you move on to another guy that easily? And why are you hitting on another new boy? I get that you like the change, from all the boring guys that you knew for over 5 years. I admit that those new boys are different-they have a special characteristic that the others don't have. The boy you like now, used to be a football jock. Do you have a thing for athletic boys? The last last boy you liked was also very athletic. He was tall and had retarded fingers and my friend said that he's boring. The guy you like right now, is shorter than all of the guys you liked. He's more muscular and has a tan skin tone. You has a 8-pack, your favorite. But he has a girlfriend. That girl, I know you don't like her. Your right, so she's fat and stupid but your fat too. She's taller than you and has a better "body" than you. I mean your chest is flatter than a board. Peter don't like him. Make a promise with me ok? Don't like anymore boys. You've liked more than one boy each year. Don't you think that's a but too far. I mean you basically had a boyfriend in 6th and 8th grade. Well aren't you developing fast for a kid so young? I mean your a lame tomboy. You fight with boys and you suck at flirting. All you do is yell at them and you jump up and down whenever you beat any of the boys in games. YOUR A FREAKING GIRL!!! Could you please act like one or else your a transgender. I mean it. Peter look at yourself and see if that's a body of a boy. I mean no offense but you have a "b-line." You just need a top part and let's hope that you do. You're a midget you know that? Get taller and lose weight. I guess the height thing is impossible since your basically done with your teen life. How about the weight? Just lose a few pounds and you're getting your braces off soon. Great isn't it? You'll be able to whistle like you always wanted to. I feel sorry for you. Your nose is a little too big but you can fix that in a few years. Your face is covered by pimples-stop squeezing them. You always tell me that your face is ruined because you squeezed a zit and it turned out wrong. I'm your only guy friend and the other guys are telling me that your like retarded. I personally don't want to hear such bad things about MY friend and I don't want you to be insulted like that. But please, give up on that retired football player. Why do I know so much about you? Cause you tell me everything Peter. But try noticing me more. I've been by your side for I don't know over 10 years and you don't even look at me like that. I'm always by your side Peter. I waited and turned down every proposal by the other girls. You're the only one I care about. I actually wish that you wouldn't keep our promise from above. Can I make a new one? Thanks...Don't like any other boy other than me. I hate you, you retarded girl that doesn't look at me.

From,
your love from above

I HATE PETER WHO MAKES ME WANT TO VOMIT

you make me want to vomit, you sick fuck. what you did do me is disgusting. i hate you for tearing apart my family and making our grandmother hate me. i hate you for taking away what i can never have back.

I HATE PETER WHO MAKE ME WANT TO CRAWL UP AND DIE

I Hate You Peter Because
I wanna talk to someone till express my feeling but i dont cause every time i talk to someone they hurt me and i just wanna crawl up and die but thats the hard thing about life is that you cant. It makes you go through the pain, and feel like ull get better but the pain will always be there and u hate it. Peter I cant stand ne one no more. You give everything to one person and they just throw it away like it was a mistake. It doesnt hurt the most when they say im done with this but more but when they say ive nevered loved you and so leave me the fuck alone you dumbass .Peter it hurts when you though they changed but to be with you but they were putting an act! You said that you loved me but if you loved me, if you fall out of love someone you never loved them you jerk! The whole time that your with peter your friends are naggin why are you with him and saying im done with you, and you say wat ever! I love Him! but know its over and you look back and it was him that was hurting and naggin at you the whole time! People think that they now what pain is because someone they don't know hurts them but you don't know what pain is till the person that you giving everything hurts you that is pain! Never again will you be capable of ordinary human feeling. Everything will be dead inside you.
Never again will you be capable of love, or friendship, or joy of living, or laughter, or curiosity, or courage, or integrity. You will be hollow.they will squeeze you empty and then they feel you up with themselves! I hate You peter!


From the empty bitch you made me!

I HATE PETER WHO STOLE MY BEST FRIEND

I hate you peter who stole my best friend. I hate you peter who talks
about me behind my back but doesnt look at me when i confront him.
Peter you have so much acne ur fucking ugly. I hate you peter who
clings to my friend and tells my gf to brake up with me cause hes
jealous because i hugged his gf get over it and shut the fuck up
I hate you peter

I HATE PETER WITH THE SAGGY ASS

Dear Peter, you saggy ass bitch. I hate you so much it's incredible. It's funny how you can go from being best friends to enemies so quickly. Yes, I did hurt others feelings. But not yours. So take your fucked up reasons and shove them up your flabby, wrinkly ass. I really hate how you critisize everyone on how they look. Well take a fucking look at yourself. You're as ugly as hell. I mean, most of the kids at our school are pretty skid, and believe me, you're definitely one of them. You waste your time making fun of me and calling me names just to feel good about yourself. Is it really that horrible being you? SORRY that I'm not a double zero. I actually do something that's called you know, EATING. It's great, you should try it. And then maybe you wouldnt be so.. saggy. You'd think all that ego would actually fill something useful rather than your big ass fucked up head. You think you're so amazing because you drink until you puke up your liver and that you want to get high. Well I've got one thing to say to that : AHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA. You are a stupid stuck up bitch that I can no longer handle. I know it's old, but take a picture it will last longer. Focus on your own life unless you want to be in mine.. because you sure as hell spend a lot of time talking about it. I guess you really fit in with your "friends" because they're all fake and ugly just like you :). Honestly, it looks like you have shit on your lip. And what's with the pink glasses? You ugly fuck. They don't do much to hide that huge mole on your face. Oh and I love how you walk like a hunchback just so your bangs go the right way. It's awesome, really. I should try it sometime...Well I'm done, but lastly, I'll leave on one final note: Thank you for calling me fat, because honestly, I'd rather have a fat ass than a flat ass. You're saggy and gross. Fuck you.