Monday, January 25, 2010

I HATE PETER WITH THE ESOTERIC DRIVVLE

I hate you, Peter.
I hate you with all the essence of my being.
I hate your struggle.
I hate your esoteric drivvle.
I hate the 'true opinion' you hold over your struggle.
I hate your misguided heart, never knowing what it wants, forever breeding hurt and confusion.
I hate your lack of self esteem and your desperate clinging to destructive vices; love, drink and your analytical, pseudo-philosophical insomnia.
I hate your superiority trip.
I hate you almost as much as I want to love you, at this, another sleepless, booze-fuelled hour at 5am, born of and breeding struggle.
I hate your struggle for a higher plain of being and I hate your nostalgia.
I hate your over use of the word struggle in this hate blog.
I hate that you have to hate blog yourself.
I hate your justification of this hate blog by bringing attention to the fact that it is, indeed, a self hating hate blog.
Above all, I hate your hate.

I crave your understanding and the compassion you are so willing to show others.
I love and hate you because you are human.

I do love you, Peter, but I can't live with all of this hate.

I HATE PETER WHO I LOVE AND HATE FOR IT

I hate your perfect blond girls
I hate your incredible eyes
I hate your smile that comes so easily
I hate how you make me laugh without even trying
I hate how you stopped talking to me after you found out I liked you
I hate how you led on my best friend, only to break her heart and fall for the pretty girl
I hate how you make me so sad
I hate how you never even look my way anymore
I hate how I still try to get your attention
I hate how you can't look past my looks
I hate how i'm so fucking hung up up over you and that I still love you, even though I have so many more things that I hate about you then I love

I love you Peter, and I hate you for it


Love, the girl who means nothing to you

I HATE PETER WHO USED TO BE GREAT FRIENDS WITH ME

FUCK YOU PETER!!!

We used to be great friends, we'd talk every day and once you found out that I liked you, you fucking stopped talking to me and made me feel like I wasn't good enough for anyone...thanks for making me feel like shit you dick. I didn't fucking expect anything from you you fucker! It was a goddamn crush! I didn't expect anything, I never do... And for you to just stop talking to me and make me feel like im not fucking good enough to even have a crush on you is just wrong!!! You shallow mother fucker!!! And then you freaking lead on my friend and now you've broken her heart too!!! What's wrong with you?!?! Just because you have diabetes doesn't mean you can treat girls like shit...go fuck yourself.



Love, the girl who's heart you broke

I HATE PETER WHO GOES ON AND ON ABOUT HOW HORRIBLE I AM

I fucking hate you. you need to grow the fuck up.
you blow everything out of proportion, go on and on and on about how "horrible" i am, when IM just doing the best i can to make you happy.
Fuck you.
Love,
your girlfriend.

I HATE PETER WHO I WANT TO JUMP THROUGH THE COMPUTER AND PUNCH IN THE FACE

Dear Peter,

You are sooooo fucking irratating everytime i read what you write i want to jump thrumy computer and punch you in the face, God ure sooooo damn annoying. Yes i no ure nan died i read it fifty times a fucking day peter, i'm pregnant, she's beautiful fucking heard it all before peter you fat twat! ooo my baby is not going to have a knitted cardigan cos my nan is dead FOR FUCK SAKE what CHILD would want a knitted cardigan :/ And your babys not beautiful how the fuck would you no peter its still inside you. You are Nothing but a sympathy craving ugly shrek look alike PETERINA!!! And then u write u hate people who write things for sympathy, uh hummm look at yours your so desperate for it! Well Goodbye SHREK!! I've had enough u fucking irratating fat ugly spotty greasy haired BITCH!.

I HATE PETER WHO BUMLICKED ME

Dear Peter,

I hate you so fuckingggg much!! why the fuck do i love you so much??
You say u love me and fucking bum lick me then not bother wtf is wrong with you
I HATE YOU GO UP UR SMELLY EX-GIRLFRIENDSS ASSS AND DONT EVEN FUCKING LOOK AT ME!!! As soon as i forget you, your bastard face appears rightt in my face...just fuck off i hate youuu ARGGHHHHHH U DUMB CUNT I HATE YOU!! GO PISSS OFFF SOMEWHERE FAGGOT FANNY FACE!

I HATE PETER WHO WAS SUPPOSED TO GO BACK TO NZ BUT INSTEAD WENT TO US

I hate you because even though I had a debilitating illness and financial hardship I looked after and supported you when no one else would!

I hate you because I believed you were depressed and needed to go back to NZ to be with your family only to find out that when you got your money you went to the US!

I hate you because you left all your shit here when you knew I couldn't physically move it and I would be left with the bitter reminders of you!

I hate you because you lied to me and made a mockery of our friendship!

I hate you because I never lied to you and always tried to forgive you!

I hate you because you sms'd other women pictures of your cock who in turn sent them on to me!

I hate you because you were to weak to tell me the truth and let me live a life that was a lie!

I hate you because all of my friends are so scared to be around the mess you left behind!

I hate you because I dont have a reason any more, you left me empty!

I hate you because you took the last healthy years of my life and left me with nothing good to remember!

I hate you because in your small mind you have justified this and you dont see what you have done!

I hate you and I will never forgive your cold and cruel ability to treat someone who loved you wholly and purely so cruelly!

I HATE YOU