I hate You Peter
I hate You for everything
I hate you for all the illusions
I hate you since the beginning
I hate you for this that I liked you so much
I hate you for this that I fell in love
I hate you for this that I dreamed of you a hundred times
I hate you that you treated me like a stupid bitch
I hate you that I humiliated my self so much
I hate you for all those tears I cried
I’ve never cried so much before
Never
I hate you for that
I hate you for my prayers
I prayed a thousand times
I hate you for my missing you
For my sadness
For disillusion
For my doubting in my own value
I hate you for this waiting
I wait night and day for your stupid messages
That you don’t care
I hate you for that that I was just another babe for you
I hate that you fucked all those women
I hate you than I fucking came to know that
I hate you for all those tears I cry
I howled
I thought I’d die
I think so all the time
I really hate you for that
I hate you for all those humiliation I had
For all those stupid confessions I made I told so many people I loved you so fucking much
They all know I am so stupid
I am so ashamed for that and I really really hate you for that
I hate you for all you did to me
I hate you that you don’t fucking care
I hate you that you don’t think about me
I hate you that I was noone for you
And I cant stop seeing you for one second day or night
I hate you that you love her
I hate you that it lasts for so fucking long
Fucking two years
I hate all those stupid love letters I wrote to you
I hate you for all that hopeless hope I still have
I hate you that I am thinking of you dreaming of you whereas you have fucking fun with all the women you want
I hate you that you are so rich and so spoilt
I hate you that you are laughing at me
I hate my being so naïve
I hate you that I despise myself for all I have done in connection with you
I hate you so much
So fucking much
I hate my searching for you , everywhere, all the time, it’s so humiliating
I hate you that I am waiting every second
For a message that’s not coming now
I hate you
I hate you that I have no respect for myself that I treat myself like a stupid unworthy woman
I hate everything about you
I hate you for all my stupid dreams
I hate you for all my stupid ideas
I hate you for all my stupid visions
I hate you that I cannot trust myself anymore
I hate you that you are with her
I hate you that I am jealous
I hate you that I saw her
I hate you that you chose her
I hate you that you preferred her to me
I hate you that you are with her when I am waiting like a stupid bitch
I hate you that you fucked this stupid bitch who introduced us to each other
I hate you that you fucked her when I was dreaming of you and praying for you
I hate you for all those scraps you give me
I hate you that I am waiting for these scraps
I hate you that I want to give up everything for you
I hate you that I hate myself for all that
I hate you for all this fucking long time I wasted waiting in vain
I hate you for all the fun you had when I was dying and crying living on illusions
I hate you that I don’t know if this will ever finish
It’s been lasting longer than any other stupid cios in my life
I hate you for all these tears
I hate you for my heartache
I hate everything about you
I hate you
I hate you
I hope I will never see you again
I hope I will forget about you
I really fucking hate you and everything that happens to me
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btw. I FORGIVE YOU PETER
BTW. I FORGIVE YOU PETER
i forgive you peter
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