Wednesday, December 2, 2009

I HATE PETER WHO MAKES ME HATE PETER

i hate you peter.
i hate you for making me hate you.
i don't want to hate you, but somewhere along the line you fucked up, and now i'm fucked up.
and whats really fucked up is that i feel bad about being fucked up, because i know you feel bad about fucking me up.
but you did. and i hate you. and i hate that i have to un-fuck myself. its exhausting, and sometimes i just don't want to.
and i hate myself for sometimes not wanting to un-fuck myself. i hate you peter, because you made me hate myself.
this is your fault, and you should have to fix it, but you can't. and i hate you, because i know you would, if you could.
fuck you peter, fuck both of you. i hate you.

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