I HATE PETER WHO BLAMES ME FOR EVERYTHING

I hate you Peter, for blaming me for everything, for making me cry myself to sleep, for breaking my heart over and over again, for making me believe I was a freak. I'm beautiful inside and out. I could have anyone I wanted to, but I choose you. I kept crawling back to you. I can't stop. Peter, you better wake up and realize how lucky you are before I disappear. When I do, you'll cry over me just like I cry over you. I'm tired of everything I go through because I love you. You tell me that I make you feel bad.. That's funny. You make me feel bad all the time. I feel like I'm worthless, like I mean nothing to you. I don't even know why I'm still with you. I hate that I love you, Peter.