Thursday, September 16, 2010

I HATE PETER WHO IS A MANWHORE

Peter, i hate you because you made me fall in love with you, with you
having no intentions of dating me. i know this may sound teenager
girl-ish. so sue me. your a manwhore that only cares about sex, sex,
sex. theres more to life, your self centered and you only care about
yourself and one girl. one girl that you fucked things up with because
you almost slept with her cousin. she hates you now. she wishes you
were dead, like me. no one is gonna care about you in 10 years beacuse
your gonna be a man with six different STDs. i wish i never met you in
the first place.

sincerely,
i hate to love you.

I HATE PETER WHO IS NOT ALWAYS THERE FOR ME TO TALK TO

You told me you would always be there for me to talk to you, but when I actually come to talk to you about something, you don't even try to act like you care. Fuck you. I don't even know why I love you. There are plenty of other guys out there that are more sensitive than your cold ass. Sure, I'll still talk to you, but I'll probably never tell you any of my deepest secrets again. You even told me yourself that you were an asshole. Maybe I should hate myself for not believing you. I'm pretty sure I don't mean much to you even though you say the opposite all the time. I think you're just playing with my feelings, just like everyone else I know. Thanks a shitload for being there for me, Peter. I will find someone better than you soon enough.

Sincerely,
Mixed Feelings.

I HATE PETER WHO HAS PERFECT HAIR

Peter, I hate you. I hate how you act like you're better than everyone, and how you can be flirty one moment and forget that I exist the next. I hate how perfect your hair looks. please don't ever cut it. I hate that you won't ever understand or care, and I hate that I feel like i can't be myself around you. I hate that I am nervous right now, typing all this out. i hate how I have class with you and you sit across the room flirting with this other girl (who is prettier/funnier/more sophisticated than I am). I hate that I feel like a loser. I won't ever be cool enough huh. damnit should have worked on pretending that i wasn't so insecure, naive, and lame. should have just pretended for years before i even started college. so maybe then you would ask me out.

I HATE PETER WHO IS NOT AS AWESOME AS SHE THINKS SHE IS

Dear Peter,

I just want to let you know something. You have no friends, you are not as awesome as you think. IN FACT, YOUR NOT AWESOME AT ALL. I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU THOUGHT YOUR FUCKING SINGING WAS GOOD, AND YOU THOUGHT SORRY WAS SPELLED WITH AN E! IT MAYBE BE PRONOUNCED LIKE THAT YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE, BUT IT'S NOT SPELLED THAT WAY. YOU'RE AS DUMB AS CORK GODDAMMIT! oh wait...that's mean...TO THE CORK. I DON'T CARE IF YOU'RE GODMOTHER OWNS A SCHOOL IT DOESN'T EXCUSE THE FACT YOUR SUCH A BITCH! I HATE YOU SO FUCKING DAMN MUCH. WILL YOU GO ROT IN HELL OR SOMETHING? NO, Lea is not your best friend. She hates you. She pretends. I FEEL SORRY FOR HER, AND YOU ARE SUCH A BRAT, AND YOU CAN'T ALWAYS GET YOUR WAY. I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU THOUGHT TALKING BEHIND SOMEONE'S BACK WAS OKAY, AS LONG AS YOU DON'T ;SAY IT TO THEIR FACE'. WELL I WANT TO SAY ALL OF THIS TO YOUR FACE YOU FUCKING FATFACE. AND NO, YOU ARE NOT PRETTY. JOSHUA PROBABLY DOESN'T LIKE YOU. EVEN THOUGH HES A HELL OF AN UGLY GUY. BUT YOU ARE THE UGLIEST THING I HAVE EVER SEEN! AND YOU DARE TO MAKE FUN OF OTHERS. YOU SHIT FACE GO DIG UP A HOLE AND DIIIIIE.

from your friend,
Daniela.

I HATE PETER WHO GAVE ME WONDERFUL MEMORIES

Peter,
I thank you for the wonderful memories you gave me.... even though now the good ones have been over taken by the bad ones.
I thank you for the love you showed me.... even though it was never truly real, and in the end it was all a sickening lie.
I thank you for making me smile and making my heart beat faster and the butterflies flutter in my stomach... even though now the only feeling I get is one that makes me want to crawl into bed or even claw the walls until my fingers bleed and scream until my throat cries out in agonizing pain.
I thank you for making my days better when I felt sad... even though now my days are even worse then ever, all because of you.
I thank you for being sweet and acting kind... even though now I know that you're nothing but a lying coward of a douche who only used me because I was so gullible.
I thank you for opening my mind to possibilities... even though now I don't even wanna open the possibilities to falling in love ever again.
I thank you for making my days brighter... even though now my days are darker then they were before.
I thank you for opening my heart... even though now it aches more then ever, all because of you.
I thank you for the promises you made me... even though now they are promises I wish you would have never made, because it hurts SO MUCH to think how you broke every single one of them.

And I thank you for making me fall in love with you, even though now I feel nothing but bitter resentment and my heart screams out to me, asking me why I could do such a thing, how I could fall for him, someone who abandoned me with nothing to hold on to but hurt and words that were never really true.

No. I was lying. I don't really thank you, nor appreciate any of what you did. I actually hate what you did, I hate how you could do it, I hate how you ruined our past memories, and I hate how you're a coward who just lied to me to look for some affection. All because I was gullible. I can't say I hate you though. To be honest, I still love you, but with a touch of hate added to it. But I love the Peter from the past. Not the one from today. Peter, all I can say is, thanks for the memories, but I can't thank you for anything else. Just that.
All in all,
Peter,
you're a douchebag.
Goodbye.

I HATE PETER WHO ONLY ACKNOWLEDGES ME AS A LAST RESORT

Dear Peter,

If there was anything I could do in this world to make you fall in with me, I'd do it in a heartbeat. We are as you call it, "best friends," but you only acknowledge me as a last resort. I would do anything for you, yet you would do so little for me. The times you've made me most inexplicably happy does not compare to the times you've made me unbearably sad. I hate myself for not minding all the hurtful things you do to me, but I am not me without you. The times you've lied and ignored me, I overlook, hoping that I won't regret that decision because one day, you'll fall as deeply in love with me as I am most ardently in love with you.
With love,
AlwaysYourBestFriend

I HATE PETER WHO IS FAT, UGLY AND SHORT

You're fat, ugly, short, a know-it-all, and hopeful. You hang onto your friends and would die if you were all alone. Jelousy would kill you and your heart always burns of hate. You want to be little miss perftect but you're not. JUST BE YOU. But that's not too easy is it? You want to tear everyone you hate into pieces. One by one you want to torture them. Make them cry and ruin their life. You ignore them and speak only when forced to. You comment on ordinary people crossing the road as ugly. You always snap at your mom and brother but has a weak spot for your father. You always compare yourself to your brother. You hate him and you told him that too. Guilt overcomes your body but you push it aside and yell even more. You pity your mom and wish that she get a life. You want to express your thoughts but you keep them hidden. In a cabinet in the back of your heart. You keep your thoughts in the cabinet and it piles up. One day you're afraid that it would burst open. And when it does, you'll hurt everyone and worst of all yourself. You're killing yourself, slowly. Peter, why can't you just be proud like those other people. Proud that you can go to school, have clothes to wear, can see and speak, Peter why can't you be like them? You have hope that you can make anyone love you, all you need to do is try. Peter, you're not special. Just an ordinary person in this ordinary world. Poor, poor Peter. You know that you're smart. Your whole family is smart, so you know that you are too. You brat, Peter. You want to be successful but you can't evern spell scissors....Peter change yourself. Look at yourself and be proud. Change that adittute of yours!!

I HATE PETER WHO I ACTED FUNNY AND CUTE IN FRONT OF

I hate you Peter. For giving me the hopes that you liked me. I thought you knew, I wanted to show you. I hate you Peter. Didn't you know? From the first time I saw you, I loved you. I acted funny infront of you, I tried so hard to get you to look at me. But all my efforts, you threw away and liked another girl who you knew only for a year. You knew me for three! People thought you liked me, my friends thought you liked me. I cried for you, in front of my friends. Did you not notice? Did you not care? I know I didn't tell you and I didn't act cute infront of you, but I hate you Peter. Your not even smart, all you do is gaze at the computer 24/7. Going on Facebook and staring at her profile. Reading her comments and raiding through her photos. Every status she uploads, there's a comment from you. You NEVER did that for me. I cared for you, how could you not see? Are you blind? Peter, I loved you. I want to stop now. I took a love test you know, they said I only loved you 30%...And you know what? I wish I could love you 0%! I want to hate you so much that my stares could eat you alive. But Peter, just by looking at you with other girls, could burn my heart. And when I die Peter, because of jelousy, I will think of you. I want you to know, at least, that I loved you. That I cared about your opinion. You were perfect for me. I don't want to love you Peter, cause I hate you. I wish this hate would never fly away, always in my heart. Then I think I could leave you with her, Peter I needed you. I longed for you. My heart got all tingly when I thought of you. But I wish I can go now, I'll try. But I wished she'd get a boyfriend. You know, Peter? She might like you, love you to be exact. Cause I have good taste Peter, you were so popular but you were oblivious to that popularity. I liked that, I wanted to go slow with you. But Peter, as I write this, my hate is going away. I think more about you, all the happy memories come alive. Peter by the end of this message, I may like you again. I'm so stupid, even stupider than you. That's a big thing. Well then bye Peter before I love you again. Oh and one last thing, I hate you Peter for making me love you.

I HATE PETER WHO IS MARRIED

Dear Peter,
I don't hate you. At all. In fact I am head over heels crazy in love with you. The problem is that you are married. 15 years older than me and married. With a beautiful wife and 3 lovely kids. I hate that you see me as a daughter or a distant niece or that you actually don't see me as anything more than a victim of an unfair crappy parental home life and that you just don't want me to fall off the rails. To me you are everything. When I talk to you I feel something that is beautiful. It is your beauty reflected into me. You aren't just holding the light at the end of this awful tunnel. You are the light. I hate you for being happy with your wife and for not loving me. I never thought I could love someone ever but now I do and it sucks. You are the most handsome, clever, witty, honourable and outstanding person I know Peter. I feel like we have a connection, something brilliant. You do not. I hate you for the fact that I can never tell you how I feel about you and that I am just a moment in your life. Whereas you are my life now. Save me.

I HATE PETER WHO DID DRUGS, CHEATED ON ME AND HURT ME

Peter, I hate you. Never in my life have I had such hatred toward anybody, but due to all shit you put me through, you really shouldn't be surprised.

I hate the fact that I ever let myself trust in you:

"No babe, I'm not doing drugs anymore"
"No babe, I'm not cheating on you."
"No babe, I would never do ANYTHING to hurt you."

But of course, it was all bullshit.

However, I am more angry at myself, than I am at you.
I am mad for ever letting myself believe your lies (even though I had a gut feeling you were lying).
I am mad for letting myself fall for someone, someone I knew was just going to hurt me in the end.
I am mad that I let things go on for as long as they did, when I should have ended it the moment I sensed your bull shit.

But of course everything is okay with you Peter. Why, you must be having a GREAT time now that you are newly single. You don't care that you hurt me, you don't care that you flat out lied to my face.
and you still have the audacity to even say Hello to me.

Well heres a fucking tip for you Peter:
Don't email me, Don't call me, Don't show up at my door uninvited, don't talk to me (or my friends for that matter)
Just get the fuck OUT OF MY LIFE.

All you have done is cause drama in my life, and even though I stupidly allowed you to take that power for a while.
Now It's my turn,

You will never have the pleasure of being a part of my life again.
because if you try Peter, if you dare to try with me, I guarantee I won't act the naive little girl I was before.

Have a good life (though I know you won't cause you'll probably fuck up, like you usually do)

From,

The no longer Naive girl

I HATE PETER WHO IS A LITTLE WHINY BITCH

I hate you Peter. For saying we would be together forever. For being such a little whiney bitch. I hate that you over think everything, you think you’ve got it so bad, that everything is hard for you. When you’re just too much of a pussy to man up and do it. I hate that you didn’t even try to hide that you were going to break up with me, but waited for an extra two fucking weeks just so it wouldn’t be awkward when you saw me. I hate that you gave me some “i think we’ll do better as good friends” shit and i believed it. I hate that you said you wanted to be friends with me to all my friends. You’re such a little bitch, do you honestly expect me to come crawling back to you? You’re so fucking arrogant, go run in traffic Peter, i hate you.

I HATE PETER WHO IS A BOY

This is for a boy.

I hate you peter for making me fall in love with you. I hate you for making me feel so happy then dropping me as soon as you found someone to satisfy your dick. I went through hell and back for you i gave you ALL OF ME, everything i had. I hate you for apologizing and pulling me back in. For sending me texts telling me you love me, you miss me, but YOU CAN NEVER BE WITH ME. I hate you for telling me about other girls you like or are attracted to. I hate you for telling me you still love that other girl. You make me feel like trash one day then make me feel so great the next. I think about you every night. If i don't talk to you for a day i go crazy. I am head over heels in love with you. I hate you for purposely getting into little pointless fights with me and not talking to me for days. Do you not get how that completely wrecks me? I can't focus on anything but you. But obviously you will never get it. I hate how i still love you and are still there for you no matter what. It's ridiculous. I hate myself for not getting over you, for not letting go of you. I hate you for making me miserable you fucking moron get it through your head you've seen what you've done to me. You're heartless and i deserve better, i do. Fuck you.

I HATE PETER WHO I TOLD ALL MY SECRETS

I hate you Peter!! You are such an ass!! Like why are you bulling me all the time, what did i do to you.... I was so nice to you and then after i told you like all my secrets you call me all these bad words and then go off and tell them all to people you are the lowest shit bag in this world like wtf always trina act like you are a whore and think its cool and then go off grinding on people your just a kid!!! like calm down your grinding on guys and your not even 13!!!! i serealsy hope that you never get anything in this life and i hope you get what you deserve a bad future so you know how it felt what you did to other people

I HATE PETER WHO WRITES IN TO THIS WEBSITE

I hate you, all the Peters who write on this website, because you're not good at writing and most of the time you sound like whiny teenagers who probably are just as at-fault as all your respective Peters. I hope I forget that I wrote this because I don't want to spend another second of my life looking at your pink website (I also hate the Peter who chose to make the site pink).

Sincerely,
Peter-Hater

I HATE PETER WHO IS MY MOTHER

I hate you peter, for everything.
You could've left once you arrived. But no, you stayed and gave birth to me.
Peter, you had to go through all this shit because of me.
Peter, you are a complete dumbass.
I love you, but I wouldn't care if you died. I wouldn't care if I died. I hate you peter, for bringing me into hell.
Because of your fatal mistake, the life I live is terrible.
Most people wouldn't mind it, but I don't want your love, I don't want this family, I don't want this life.
I would rather be extremely poor and homeless, but Peter wouldn't understand why. Everyone else wouldn't either.
They think being homeless is worse.
I hate you Peter, because that one thing you chose to do caused everything else.
And it feels like hell to me.
PETER,ABANDON ME PL0X

I HATE PETER WHO IS FAKE

I hate you Peter for wasting my time. I have always considered you my best friend and you totally ditched me like hot coal. How dare you have a go at me on facebook calling me a bitch only to retract it later to apologize. You wanted to get personal but i refused to but stuff that now: When my Dad died 16 months ago you were no-where to be seen, oh wait backtrack you were on facebook insulting Jade Goody who died three weeks later with blind disregard for me who is grieving for my dad. You then have the cheek to say you ditched/forgot about me because you "have a lot going off in your life". No you don't. You are an attention seeker who doesn't like me because i'm straight and i myself am not an attention seeker. I will NOT change my sexuality just to keep you happy and friendly. You have friends who support you and understand your "depression" stop fu****g bothering me because i don't care anymore. When i went through my dark stage when my Dad died i had no-one, my own family didn't/wouldn't understand. You are the worst friend i have ever had and 10 years of friendship has meant nothing to you. If you read this this is only a fragment of what i want to say to your face even though you can never give me the time of day. If you ever man up to come and visit me - even though i only live down the road , i may have some respect for you.

P.S i knew you were gay since the first day i met you. Peter told me you were gay and your female Peter told him explicitly NOT to tell me.

Thanks for nothing
yours
Hardened against humans

I HATE PETER WHO IS MY BEST FRIEND

Oh Peter, how things have changed. We've gone from in love and happy to hating and spiteful. I guess love isn't really that far from hate. I should have followed my initial instinct, we should have never been anything but friends. You're just too damn sensitive to support anything, and Peter I really hate that about you. But I really just feel bad. I hate that whenever I try to express my opinion or criticize you even a little you cry. I absolutely HATE that it's only been a short amount of time and you're already dating again, even though when I tried to crawl back to you, you "Weren't stable enough". Yeah bullshit. I hate it even more that you've had like twenty girlfriends after we broke up and when I get one boyfriend you curse me out because I'm a slut. I hate how everything's so fucking double standard with you. Peter who the fuck are you kidding, we all know you're not going to kill yourself. I hate the fact that I didn't listen to all others around me telling me to let you go after we broke up, but I didn't. Just look where it got us. I hate that we can't talk for more than a day or two without having a horrible argument. I hate it when you say "People I know say why do you talk to her, she's ugly. And I tell them she's more than looks." and expect some kind of appraisal, by the way I'm not ugly. Not even a little and calling me it won't hurt my feelings. The thing I hate the very most is that you act the way you do, in which I loathe but you're the only one who's always there for me. That's another thing I hate, I hate you for so many reasons but I love you just as much for only one. I don't even know what to do you my dearest friend Peter.

Narcissist in New Jersey

I HATE PETER WHO MADE ME BELIEVE I WAS SPECIAL

I hate you Peter for making me believe.

I hate you Peter for making me believe you cared about me.

I hate you Peter for making me believe that I was special, unlike the rest.

I hate you Peter for telling me I was beautiful, even though I'd told you I have a self image issue.

I hate you for telling me that I was amazing, even when I'd told you not too.

I hate you Peter for filling my head with hopes and dreams that would never come true.

I hate you Peter for suddenly losing interest, even though the day before you'd told me that I was incredible, amazing and so beautiful.

I hate you Peter for making me cry, when I'd promised I'd never let anyone make me fall for them like that again.

I hate you Peter for stealing my first kiss, my first time and my first actual true love.

I hate you Peter for making me feel that our relationship meant something, even though to you it was all a game, another notch on your belt.

And most of all I hate you Peter for letting me continuously fall for you, harder every time, because I am a naive country girl and you're the sophisticated city boy. I get lost in a swirl of charm, and you don't even have to try.

I HATE PETER WHO IS INSENSITIVE AND INCONSIDERATE

Dear Peter,

I can’t honestly stay mad at you, but what you said to me today makes me wish I could.

What you said was insensitive, inconsiderate, and used something I had confided in you against me for your own bitchy pleasure. For all the good things you are, you are just such a BITCH.

You know that all I want in life is love, and intimacy. You realize how jealous I am of you and your boyfriend, and how angry it makes me that you complain about all the “faults” of love to me.

So, it really pisses me the FUCK off when you do something like dangle the idea of me kissing straight boys who would never go for another guy in front of my face.

“Hey, Peter, can you do me a favor?”

“I’ll do that, only if you kiss (him)”

…and then you laughed to yourself. What kind of response is that, especially with him sitting right there? He proceeded to cover up his face, with more laughter all around to follow. Fucking hilarious

It’s probably not something you remember, or think is a big deal. You probably didn’t intend to hurt me as bad as you did, but thanks anyway for the reminder that I can’t have the one thing I’m searching for.

Like I said, I can’t and won’t stay mad at you, but I wish you would realize how important finding someone is to me. The fact that you treat it like a game is what makes me feel worst

With immediate hate, and an undertone of eternal love,

Anonymous Adam

I HATE PETER WHO DOESN'T KNOW WHAT HE WANTS

where do i start with you, peter
i feel like i'm just your slut at the minute
and i know i'm never going to be anything more
so why am i still putting myself in this situation?
just to be close to you?
i know there's a part of you who wants me
but i don't think you know what you want. not truly
and until you do, you need to stop messing around with girls like me
or even worse, emotionally fragile ones
you're going to break hearts, that's a given
and i think you've trampled mine a little bit
but i'll never admit that to you
most people see me as emotionless and i think it's best that's how it stays.
you connect with most girls with your poetic side but it's the other side of you that I like
i don't hate you, writing this was probably a waste of time
i just hate the way i let my guard down for you constantly eventhough it's clear you don't want me,
there's much prettier, thinner, more girly and emotional versions of me who que up to be with a boy like you
hope you pick the right one soon, because i'm sick of reluctantly standing in that que
with all these girls whom I completely differ from
thinking "what the hell am i doing here"
you displayed interest but now i think you're confused
i hate that i'm always going to be there for you

I HATE PETER WHO WAS MY SOUL MATE

I hate you, Peter.
you're my best friend
we were almost something more than that at one point
i don't think i ever got over that
it hurt me when you got together with your girlfriend
i pretended i didn't care and we continued to be the best of friends
people thought it was weird we were so close because,
from the outside, we look so odd together. but we knew we were soul mates
the people closest to us knew it too
i hate that.
i was happy to just get on with my life until that day.
that day when you made me want to do something bad
and i hate you for it because you wanted to aswell.
and then we did. and the weird thing is, I don't even feel guilty about it
it felt normal for us to be together eventhough i know we never will
i'm always going to love you
in a really weird way, i can't explain,
but you really pissed me off this time
your girlfriend is a crazy bitch - you know this - and yet you stay with her
THIS i can handle
but when you take her side over mine...that, i wasn't prepared for
especially because it isn't me in the wrong,
and it's made me think.
I'm not sure i know the real you anymore
do you laugh about me with her?
do you lie to me like you lie to her?
do you tell her things that i tell you in confidence?
you always tell me i'm your favourite and i've always known it was wrong of you, your girlfriend should be your favourite
secretly it always made me happy, because you'll always be my favourite
but no matter what i do i'm always going to look like the bad guy
no matter what angle i play this from. it's always me who plays the villian as she cries the victim
well, i hope you two are very happy together in your fucked up relationship that will never last
because, until you can explain this shit and apologise for it, you've lost the bestest friend you will ever have.

I HATE PETER WHO LIKES SLUTTY GIRLS

I hate you, Peter, for being interested in her, because that means you could never be interested in me. I hate you for not telling me you liked her, even though we are better friends than you and Peter. I hate you for never being able to think of me as anything other than a friend. I hate you for being so shallow. I hate you for liking dumb, pretty girls with big boobs who will whore it up with any guy instead of smart, funny girls who you are already friends with. I hate that you chose HER, of all girls, over me. Anything else would have been so much less insulting. I hate that you never talk to me when you have a girlfriend. It's not like we're anything more than friends. You couldn't even imagine it. I hate you, Peter, for acting like you're interested, getting my hopes up, and then going out with the biggest slut in the history of all sluts. I hate you, Peter, for leaving me at home on a Saturday night to write letters to a fake you about how much I hate you. I hate you, Peter, for liking a girl who is the antithesis of me.

I HATE PETER WHO WAS NEVER PROUD OF ANYTHING

I hate you, Peter. I hate how minipulative you are. I hate how I am
always wrong. I hate that there is not a thing you were ever proud of.
I hate what a lying bastard you are. I hate how low you make me feel.
I hate the power trip you are on. I hate how enlightened and smart you
believe you are. I hate how stupid you are. I hate how bad you make me
feel. I hate that you use me for sex. I hate how insensitive you are.
Frankly- I just hate you, Peter. Fuck off forever.

I HATE PETER WHO TOLD ME EVERYTHING I WANTED TO HEAR

You invited your self into my life assuring me that we share the same interests, assuring me that you too have suffered, that you too want to be loved and to love...You told me everything i wanted to hear, but those weren't the things that you REALLY meant...you just knew what i wanted to hear , previously knowing that i am a single mom who is in a desperate need of someone to help her go through life. And you used my situation. How brilliant your acting was.....you should get an Oscar...until you married me your kept your true face well hidden all the time. But when we did get married, day by day you were showing your real persona. What is wrong with you? Are you enjoying in your game? When i saw what kind of human pig you really are i wanted to just run away...but till this day you don't allow me to do that, keeping me in fear that if i live you will harm my loved ones...You are a really sick bastard, waving around with guns, hitting me, making me regret that i was even born. I HATE you you sick fuck! What did i do wrong to end up fucked by a low life like you? I wonder to this day...why you chose me to marry you, when later you confessed that you yearn for your ex, who luckily didn't marry you in the end...Was i just a re-bound girl to you, so you could take all your frustration cause of an unfulfilled marriage with her? It makes me sick that you hold me as your slave, and i can't open my mouth to anyone about this!!! I hope hell is where you'll be in the end...I hate you!

I HATE PETER WHO IS A TWAT WHO IGNORED ME

I HATE YOU FOR IGNORING ME TWATT!
I hate how you pretended to be into me, how you made me feel so special that i told all my friends about you. You made me so happy that i could smile even if i was in a bad mood, i would start laughing when ever i thought of you just because i was happy. But now i hate how you fake you really were, you were never into me, you've completely ignored me. It's like i'm not worth even talking to you anymore. But atleast i have realised that you are an idiot peter, you have no idea how special i am. I'm going to have a fucking great life with a gorgeous boyfriend who loves me. Just because all the more popular high school girls adore you and follow you around you think your too good for me. HA, i'm too good for you, you fucking idiot. Just watch me, you'll regret this.

I HATE PETER WHO CHEATED ON ME WITH GOD KNOWS WHAT AND GAVE ME AN STD

I hate you Peter for giving up on me so long ago and pretending like you hadn’t. I hate you for cheating on me with god knows what and for giving me an STD. I hate you for being a self sabotaging, self destructive alcoholic who doesn’t want to get help, so hung up on the way people treated you in the past that you didn’t even want happiness with me. I hate you for not wanting to mend things with me and for running off to another country with another woman just as sad and as pathetic as you are. I hate that you wasted 10 years of my life and that I’m still married to you. I hate that you didn’t think I deserved any settlement at all and that you said you would send me money to help my business get up and running but you never do. Most of all, I hate the fact that I still love you but knowing you will never ever fix things because you have a big fat head full of pride.

I HATE PETER WHO I USED TO BE WITH

I hate you Peter, for making me believe it was real.
I hate you Peter, for making promises you wouldn't keep.
I hate you Peter, for blaming it all on me.
I hate you Peter, for letting me cry.
I hate you Peter, for leaving me for someone else.
I hate you Peter... for being able to say goodbye so easily...

I fucking hate you, Peter.

-Hating in Phoenix..

I HATE PETER WHO IS A SELFISH COWARD

What do I think when I think of you? Selfish coward. You were not honest with me when we were together, and I was a fool not to have trusted my intuition sooner. You were not ready to have a relationship, even though I was. You made me think I was paranoid and delusional, because you kept everything just above board and I had nothing tangible to prove my intuition – but all you have done is prove to me that if someone doesn’t back up what they say, then I can’t trust them. You never showed me any affection when we were with people, and that should have given me a warning sign from the very beginning, but I chose to ignore it because I thought I was in love with you. I wasn’t in love with you, I was dependant on you and I thought it was better to stay in a miserable relationship than go through the break up and face the pain of what I knew you would do to me, and that was to run back to Peter. And that’s exactly what you did. But I now realize that if you hadn’t hurt me as much as you did, then I would probably still have my rose tinted glasses on and wouldn’t have been able to move on as quickly as I have done.

Throughout the relationship you slowly reduced me to someone with no self confidence, who wasn’t able to stand up for myself and I ended up apologising just to make you happy and all because I felt I wasn’t good enough. Whether or not you meant to make me feel that way is irrelevant. But I now realize that I am better than both you and Peter combined. The way you both acted when I was lower than I could ever feel, was childish and selfish. What makes it worse is that you didn’t act that way to hurt me but you acted that way because you didn’t care. All you cared about was crawling back to Peter. You both act like selfish cowards, and I hope that you both do end up with each other, as I would feel sorry for anyone who starts a relationship with either of you. In fact, I might have pamphlets made to warn potential victims as I am sure it falls under the public safety act.

Because you are so weak and care more about what people think of you than how you make them feel, you didn’t even show me the courtesy of warning me when you knew I would be at the house. You didn’t care enough about me to even show the slightest consideration and compromise. You selfishly monopolised the friendship group so that I would have to make the compromise. I would have to re-arrange my weekends and weekdays. You reduced me to needing to ask other people when you would turn up or where you would be – just so I could avoid the sight of you. I felt like a refugee in my own friend’s house, sneaking in when you were not around. When I needed my friends the most, you selfishly made sure that you were always at their house – just so that when I would turn up you could slink into Peter’s room and make me feel uncomfortable and upset.

I hate the thought of how I embarrassed myself for someone who deserves it the least. I don’t intend to make life any easier for you by making a truce. I want you to know how much you hurt me and how much I regret ever having a relationship with you.

Luckily, there has been no long term damage to how I view men, as I am not so blind as to think that you are the rule. Most men actually do act their age, are able to stand up for themselves and do have a set of balls. And I have finally realized that I don’t have to change to make someone like me or want to be with me, that there are guys out there that want to be with me despite my rollercoaster temperament and disorganized personality. I am stubborn, but fair. I am also chaotic but positive and happy, and I am loyal despite my lack of cooking skills. And I’m too old to change even if I wanted to. Which I don’t.

And luckily you will never read this. Because I don’t care enough to tell you anymore.



Much Happier without you

I HATE PETER WHO DIDN'T HUG ME OR HELP ME WITH MY BAGS WHEN I CAME HOME

i hate you peter,for leaving me alone when i came home after two months to go to thecinema with your girlfriend,i hate you for bringing this girfriend when your other girlfriend waited for you at her house,i hate you for not thanking me for cleaning the house and buying you take out for you and your friends , i hate you for not hugging me when i came in or helping me with my bags,i hate you for ignoring me on the ride from the airport,i hate you for not returning my texts and calls while i was away when i was sick worried about you . i hate you for being the way you are. i hate me for knowing you. i hate you peter.

I HATE PETER WHO HIDES THINGS FROM ME

I hate you Peter because you let me believe that you care for me and made me fall in love with you. I hate you because friends don't hide things from one another. There's no such thing as half-trusting someone. You use me for your benefit, you let me do all the work, you are lazy. You hide your real self underneath your skin and never let anyone inside, I hate you for seeming mysterious. You are just an empty shell of nothingness. I hate you for the way you make me feel, and i hate the fact that we talk so much. The truth is i want to hate you even more so that I can get over you Peter.

-Lost IRL

I HATE PETER WHO IS A SELF-OBSESSED WANKER

I hate you Peter, you self obsessed wanker.
I hate how you pretended you didn't know I used to like you.
And made me tell you on facebook.
Once I did tell you though; you obv pretended that you liked me just to piss me off,
What the hell is the matter with you, nice guys don't lead people on, Peter?!
with all your hearts and "goodnight sweetheart" and calling me "beautiful" i actually started to consider you again.
I hate how the next day, you started the conversation with "I'm only talking to you because you said you liked talking to me <3<3** ^^"
and how you then went on and flirted the whole day through.
I love how cunning I AM though, and asked you what you "had been doing all day."
you then replied with "Dick head stayed over last night, we didn't get any sleep, although, she promised it ;)"
NO PETER. JUST NO. You just don't do that.
lead people on. for a week or so. then decide your going to screw some other girl and brag about it.
what were you looking for? a reaction?!
since then, no word from Peter, but I'm telling you now.
I'm glad I asked the twat what he'd done, otherwise id still be liking him today.


P.S. he got with "It" later on that day.
flirting with me when he was planning on asking her out ¬_¬

"Love you" from Liverpool

I HATE PETER WHO I AM DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH

Dear Peter,
How do you do this to me? How do you still have that stupid hold on me that makes me think of you every day?
Each and every one of my friends hate you, and I hate you too. But what I never told you is that I am so deeply in love with you.
But no, you're marrying her. Her, who you've known only a fraction of the time we were together. Why is she so special? Why couldn't you have asked me? I would have said yes instantly. I would of given you everything. I would have changed however you wanted me to just so you'd ask.
But no, you didn't. Yet you still get me naked, you still tell me off for making out with other guys, or seeing them, even though you know they will never last as I always compare them to you and then hate them. You changed me so much that no one wants me anymore, I have tried Peter, oh believe me I have, but no one will have me anymore.
I hope your fiancee finds out the real you, I'm tempted to send her our conversations just to ruin your life the way you ruined mine.
Peter, I hate you more than anyone I've ever hated, and love you more than anyone I've ever loved.
I've promised myself I will never see you again except once, when I will turn up at one of your shows, and hand you the letter I wrote for you the week before you left me. The last week that I was truly happy and a whole person.
The worst part about writing this, is I can't even say most of the stuff I want to say, because I know you will find this, know it's about you and absolutely break my heart over it, again.

I HATE PETER WHO IS ABLE TO LIVE WITHOUT ME

Peter - you are too good for me and i hate you for realising that. i hate you for being able to live without me as if i never existed in your life. i hate that you told your friends and family a lie that i cheated on you, but then, why couldn't you just d\say the truth - you didn't love me. you never did. never will. i hate that you lied to me for 4.5 years of my life. i hate that you made me believe i was worth saving and that you were always just out of reach - my knight in shining armour who never came close enough to rescuing me. i hate that you gave up on me, on us and i hate that i sacrificed so much to be with you. i could have been happy with someone else. more than that - i could have loved someone who loved me back. i hate that i was not the 'one' for you. bastard.

I HATE PETER WHO SHATTERED ALL MY TRUST

peter, we may be on good terms now, but i hate you,
after having all my trust, you shattered it, but not only that,
you hid it, pretended it never happened, left me there, with no
excuses to be the miserable person i was.
then one day, you let me in on the news: you're a lying cheater.
sure at this point i was back to happiness, but that didn't stop me
from hating you or wanting to rip you into fine pieces.
all of this was so long ago.
;the fact that it still hurts is enough for me to still hate you.
you gave up completely on my best friend.
i hate you.
you still cause problems today without saying a word.
a year ago you left me in this country, having my love still,
a mistake.
peter, you changed me.
i don't like it.
now you're happy, and you don't deserve it.
i went way to easy on you peter.
i hope one day you eat the plate of shit you've swallowed months ago.
fuck you peter.

I HATE PETER WHO I'M SORRIED I MARRIED

I hate you Peter because you are so damn selfish while I sit here with the kids day in and day out you go to work to sell cars then you stay longer just for a few extra dollars. I hate you Peter because with all that you tell me that I have taken away all your hobbies and you don't have anything that you have given up everything for me. Well I say you gained everything with me. You gained a beautiful little girl, and a wonderful little boy that never see you and a wife that does EVERYTHING all you ever have to worry about is going to and from work and selling your stupid little cars. I hate you Peter because I do everything and all you do is go to work. I hate you because you make me feel like your little maid that you're only interested in F*****g!! I hate you Peter because the only time you EVER do anything nice for me is when you want something. I hate you Peter because you act like you could do everything I do without the least bit of problems yet you've never tried it because you "don't want to." I hate you Peter because you are always gone when I need you here the most. I hate you Peter because you don't see all the sweet things I do for you even though you've never done one nice thing for me just because you want to see me happy!! I hate you Peter because every time I tell you I'm upset about something you have to find something that I'm not doing perfect and throw it in my face. ITS NOT ABOUT YOU THIS TIME YOU SELFISH PERSON!!! I HATE YOU PETER BECAUSE YOU ARE THE MOST SELF CENTERED PERSON I HAVE EVER MET!! You call me greedy because I refuse to share a delicious snack with you well F you it's the one thing I do for me!! Sure you cleaned the house today because you want to go to a concert that I can't go to because I have a final tomorrow to study for and I can't go so I finally give in and say whatever go!!! I'll stay here break up fights between the kids, listen to them ask me for a million things and try to study and hope I get a good grade tomorrow!! I hate you Peter because one week after my C-section you couldn't skip a soccer game to stay home with me so I could take my pain pills NO instead I had to stay in pain so I could stay awake and take care of our new born son!! Guess what Peter after I finish my degree and start teaching I'm gone!!!

Sorry I. Married-You

I HATE PETER WHO MADE ME BELIEVE WE'D LAST

i hate you peter for making me believe we'd last. i hate you peter for telling me you'd change time after time just to go back to hurting me. i hate you peter for not letting me have my own life. i hate you peter for controlling everything i did. i hate you peter for trying to turn me against everyone. i hate you peter for letting me believe you were normal. i hate you peter for exploding at me when i was without you, even if i wanted to be with you. i hate you peter for exploding at me when i was without you, even if i was having a good time. i hate you peter for making me show you every side of me. i hate you peter for making me trust you with every secret i thought i'd never tell. i hate you peter for making me feel comfortable with you. i hate you peter for making me love you, for making me take you back everytime i said i was done. i hate you peter for constantly texting and calling and manipulating me. i hate you peter for making me not believe in love anymore. i hate you peter for giving me everything i ever wanted with everything i hated. i hate you peter for being perfect and horrible. i hate you peter for making me happier than anyone else ever has then hurting me more than anyone else ever has, combined and multiplied by a thousand. i hate you peter for making me cry everyday, everynight. i hate you peter for making the couch smell like you. i hate you peter for making any new relationships impossible. i hate you peter for damaging me, scarring me, ruining me. i hate you peter for every horrible name you've ever called me that i didn't deserve. i hate you peter for telling me i was a bad person for defending myself. i hate you peter for making me believe your lies. i hate you peter for taking advantage of me. i hate you peter for making me alone. i hate you peter for not getting better. i hate you peter for having constant reminders of you everywhere i go. i hate you peter because i can't throw everything away. i hate you peter for still wanting it to work out. i hate you peter for having to move on because it never will. i hate you peter because now i have no one to turn to. i hate you peter for making me trust no one. i hate you peter for telling me you loved my best friend just to hurt me. i hate you peter for coming over when i told you no. i hate you peter for never listening to 'no'. i hate you peter for making me give in to everything you wanted to do, even when it went against what i wanted or thought was right. i hate you peter for taking my virginity the wrong way. i hate you peter for making me hate you. i hate you peter because i can't hate you as much as i know i should. i hate you peter because even though everyone around me, and i know you've fucked me over too many times to forgive, i'd forgive you. i hate you peter for making this hard on me. i hate you peter because i'm letting go, and it hurts so badly. i hate you peter because you're not getting better, and we're not getting better, and forever was a lie. i hate you peter for telling me how everything would be okay in the end. i hate you peter for breaking me. i hate you peter, because i can't fucking hate you at all.

-- sincerely, giving up hope

I HATE PETER WHO ANNOYS ME MORE THAN WORDS CAN DESCRIBE

Dear Peter,

you annoy me more than words can describe. I CANT STAND the way your purpose in life is to MAKE MINE HELL. you do whatever you can to annoy me, give me dirty looks, and it gets under my skin and i cant stand you. i wish you would STOP BEING SUCH A BITCH AND GROW UP. WTF IS YOUR PROBLEM! as if you said that about the bed. AS IF!!!! EUIRYEIOURYEIOUYEROUIYREIOUYRO! you only care about yourself and dont give a shit about me its so annoying. Dont play so dumb all your life. now SHUT UP! GROW UP AND GET A LIFE! AND YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT. NOW LEAVE ME ALONE AND PISS OFF YOU LITTLE BITCH. I CANT STAND YOU NOW SHUT UP.

From,

the annoyed one

I HATE PETER WHO BLAMES ME FOR EVERYTHING

I hate you Peter, for blaming me for everything, for making me cry myself to sleep, for breaking my heart over and over again, for making me believe I was a freak. I'm beautiful inside and out. I could have anyone I wanted to, but I choose you. I kept crawling back to you. I can't stop. Peter, you better wake up and realize how lucky you are before I disappear. When I do, you'll cry over me just like I cry over you. I'm tired of everything I go through because I love you. You tell me that I make you feel bad.. That's funny. You make me feel bad all the time. I feel like I'm worthless, like I mean nothing to you. I don't even know why I'm still with you. I hate that I love you, Peter.

I HATE PETER WHO TREATS ME LIKE SHIT

I hate you Peter, I hate the fact that you treat me like shit and think that you're not doing anything wrong, I bet you wonder why I get so upset but here's how I know, every other girl in our group you adore and would run a mile for if they said so, why is it different for me?
Is it because I liked you? Yes I liked you and you knew and you said to me that I was like one of your best mates, why has that changed? I held up my end of the bargin by attempting to get over you but hey, you didn't! You stayed clear away from me, espeically when I needed you as a friend.
Does it make you happy knowing that I want to cry every time you walk into a room? Because that's how I feel, why can't you man up and talk to me like a normal human being, in case you didn't know, everyone has feelings! I happen to know that you have your own right now for a girl who is out of your league!
I don't event hink of you as my friend anymore, you refuse to keep my number and whenever you want to go out with the group and make plans, I hear about them from other people!
I hate you, I hate you and I hope that you realize sometihng when I'm not there to pick on or push around anymore.

I HATE PETER WHO IS A FAKE

I hate you so much, with your little smile like it's all so funny, even when i'm telling you that my mother is dying! i hate you and your stupid desire to decorate my house. THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH MY HOUSE!!!! i hate that it is more important to you that a cushon is the right shade of red than the fact that there was a freaking big hole in the wall!!!! I hate that you lie to me about things to my face when you must know that i know the truth. I hate that you say you'll be around more but then piss of for days and days and pretend like it's my fault that we haven't talked for weeks. I hate that you think you are the victim in every situation, even when there is no blame to be laid... i hate you, i hate you so much that i wish you would fall down the stair next time you dust them! i don't care that your friends mother in law's father has died, it's sad, but you don't need to be involved in the planning of the funeral! how the hell does that mean you need to skip work for 4 days???? you're barely connected to the situation... i hate you so much i think when i see you next i will spit in your eye...

I HATE PETER WHO POSTED ON HIS FACEBOOK PAGE THAT HE'S SINGLE

i hate you peter, i hate you peter, i hate you peter, i hate you peter, for making me love you, then telling me you don’t love me. i hate you for saying you like me, very much, that you like everything about me, that you like spending time with me, we have so much in common, you think i’m beautiful, intelligent and funny, but you don’t love me. i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you.

i hate you for leaving my life as if you had never known me. and i hate you for posting on your facebook page today that you are single. i hate you i hate you i hate you.

i hate you for hurting me, for making me cry, all the while being so understanding of my pain.

i hate you for showing me what i could have, and then taking it away from me.

i hate you for leaving me in excruciating doubt, having no idea what went wrong, what it was that i did or didn’t do.

how can i love someone who doesn’t love me? i don’t love you! i hate you!

I HATE PETER WHO IS THE UNITED PETER SERVICE

I hate you peter because your always crying on this website. I hate you peter because all the cool kids are doin it. I hate you peter because I have poisen I've on my right leg and it itches like a son of a female dog. I hate you peter because its to early to surf porn. Alright its not to early but who cares. I hate you peter because your a reverse racist? I hate you peter because hating stuff is like totally awesome. I hate you peter for wasting your time reading this you huge douchbag this is a serious website. I hate you peter for always delivering the mail late so I can't deposit my paycheck. Way to go united peter service! I hate you peter for going to work every Saturday night and sticking me with the kids. Shhh don't tell her I said that. I mean don't tell peter. I hate you peter for your stupid government fishing expadition. I quite serving like a decade ago get off my nuts already. I hate you peter for not stealing Iraqs oil that's the whole point stupid! You deserve to go broke. I hate you blah blah blah. Man this is fun isn't it. I hate you peter because you drive like an asian woman. I hate you peter because there is no limit to how long I can rant on about how I hate you. I hate you peter for puting that flame retardent crap in my cigerettes so they always go out when I'm smoking them. I hate you peter for making it illegal to smoke anywhere. I mean come on some of us are trying to get cancer. I hate you peter for making cancer and cancer rymes with dancer who was one of santas reigndeer. I hate you peter for not knowing proper grammer or how to spell stuff and words. This poisen ivy is driving me crazy no its not crabs you can't get that on your leg. I hate you peter arrrrr. sincerely peter from st. Petersburg just peter bumpin...

I HATE PETER WHO WAS MY SUPERMAN

oh jeez. you. my superman. that's what i called you , ya know that? you are really the person who made me who i am today. i love you for that. i also hate you for it too. you see Peter, you were the first boy that i reallllly liked that actually liked me back. maybe not as much i liked you but, hey its something. the fact that every single girl in the school wanted you (no lie) made me feel any better. cuz i'm not the prettiest thing on the block. no worries, i don't have low self esteem or anything. its just the truth. that night. the thursday after valentines day. yeah, that's the night you stole my heart. i hate you. you stole it, broke it, then never found the need to return it i guess. i texted you happy birthday today. you replied who's this? and so i told you my name. and you say "who?" you have no clue how much that effected me. i know you knew who i was. i know it. cuz i know alllll your deepest secrets. i could destroy your life in seconds. but i just can't. don't think that i haven't tried becuz trust me i have. i almost told your secrets multiple times. but something stops me every time. i guess its just that hope that maybe someday you'll want me again, and if i ruin your life, that day will never come. not like it would come anyways. i deleted all the pictures of you today. every.single.one. including the one of me and you, the one that i loved. the picture that i will never ever ever get back. whatever. i hate you. oh and by the way, happy fucking birthday.
-superman lover.

I HATE PETER WHO DID THAT TO MY BEST FRIEND

so peter.
one question, why?
why would you do that to me?
why would you do that to my best friend?
i can't take this. last summer, i was in love with you. i deny it now. bcuz you hurt me so much, i completely dropped you outta my life. your name disgusts me. i can't even bear to say it. everytime i do, it kills me on the inside. my heart starts racing, i get chills, i flinch..that's how much you effected me. i hope your happy. i honestly thought that i could avoid you for the rest of my life. apparently not. i like your brother, yes. i think i'm in love with your brother. &yes, a part of me is terrified that he'll end up like you. but i think its different between me and him. wanna know why? cuz he's nice. he's a sweetheart. he's everything i could ever want. he's my best friend. and when you went off and completely tore me to pieces, he was there for me. i love him. and he loves me. not necessarily in the same way i love him, or i don't know maybe he does feel the same. anyways. this isn't about him. so i hung out with him the past 2 days. not expecting to see you at all. but of course, your there. we went swimming, you came along. we went to the movies, i had to deal in a car ride home with you. just everything about you pisses me off. i can't stand you. i tried apologizing. i tried to be nice. i tried to forget everything. but no. you still hate me. for no reason. which is dumb. your a dick. i hope you know that. i wouldn't even be mad at you anymore if it wasn't for what you did to my best friend. you hurt her worst than you hurt me. she loved you more than i did. your the only boy in this world who she liked that much. she got butterflies just by hearing your name. and then you did it. you hurt her. that's why i hate you so much. hurt me, i don't care. i'm a bad person. i deserved it. hurt her? that's when we have a problem. she's the best person in this world and did not deserve it whatsoever. i dreamed about you last night. seeing you 2 days in a row really effected me. and the fact that you have blue eyes (which i'm a total sucker for) hurts me badly. cuz the truth is, i don't hate you. i don't hate you at all. no, the truth is..i still love you, Peter. after everything you did. i STILL love you. and i hate it. i hate that i love you. becuz your so incredibly amazing, i hate you. for your blue eyes, for that amazing hair, for the way you look, for how hilarious you are, for how nice you are. cuz you are nice, even though you did horrible things, your sweeter than your brother. and that just doesn't seem possible. but it is. cuz you are. gosh, i feel like that "10 things i hate about you" movie. how the girl is completely in love with the boy but denies it and says she hates him and then at the end she writes that poem and the ending line is like "but i hate the fact that i don't hate you, not even a little bit, not even at all." or something like that. anyways. i hate you dude.
-thing one.

I HATE PETER WHO PETER WHO WAS UNFAITHFUL

Dear Peter,
I hate you for what the endless nights of pain that you caused him.
I hate you for telling him that you loved him, meaning it, but not showing it.
I hate you for all those perfect nights that we had together making it seem like there wasn't anything wrong on this earth.
I hate you because you didn't care an ounce.
I hate you for pulling in the most amazing guy.
i hate you for putting up an indestructible fence at the door of your heart and not letting him grow in the way that was meant to be.
I hate you for knowing that he was everything to you but not letting it seep in.
I hate you for making endless amounts of promises to him, letting him think that you would follow through.
I hate you for being unfaithful, hurting the guy who least deserves to be hurt on this earth.
I hate you for causing deep pain to the sweetest guy on this planet.
I hate you for being extensively careless about his feelings.
I hate you for being the cause of falling tears from his beautiful, brown, innocent eyes.
I hate that you don't have the sincerity of apologizing for who you have become.
I hate you for hurting him.
I hate your cold heart.
I hate you for being you, Peter.

-iPeter

I HATE PETER WHO ISN'T WHO HE SAYS HE IS

I hate him because...
He isn't who he says he is. He isn't some poor helpless abused loveless child or whatever he's trying to pull. He doesnt even care about all the girls he dates. If you he and his girlfriend broke up he would probably try and get another girlfriend as quickly as possible. He's hiding behind his ego, and he's stuck in a game of hide and seek with every girl. He isn't a womanizer or something, so I don't know why everyone's dating him. He's not NICE, he's not FUNNY, he's not even cute. He just wants to brag that he has a girlfriend.

Also, when he said he was gonna break up with my BEST FRIEND, and she said that she wanted to break up with him, he launches into some huge "OH EM GEE IM SOOO SORRY LIEK I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER#@@$!!!!" and she's automatically like "ok" for some freakish, unknown reason, one of the many reasons I hate him. Um, that's what he said to ME when I wanted to break up with him. Um, he kinda rebounded quickly (took him two days!). He didn't care about me. He dated me to get to my BEST FRIEND. There was no misunderstanding, he thought that our whole relationship was a misunderstanding. He asked me out. He played me before I knew he was bad. End of story. He dated my other friend to get back to me to get to my BEST friend.

He was trying to turn my best friend against me too. He threatened to break up with my best friend because she believed her FRIENDS over your BOYFRIEND, and I think that it's normal to believe your friends over your boyfriend. Um, I would find that a sign that he's a USER. But he's not. He's just a nerd some hicktown school that moved to ours and thoguth, "hmm, I guess that since I'm here I should be a man whore!! then everyone would love me!"

He was all sad one day, and I asked him "why the hell you sad, fool? you have all the fucking girls in the school drooling over your sorry ass." and he said, "you would laugh knowing you if you found out."

TURNS OUT HIS MOM'S BABY DIED IN THE WOMB. He said that I would LAUGH at that. He is cruel and heartless and he deserves to be alone for the rest of his life.

And then, he breaks UP with my best friend. After all that time he took to get with her. He tested her to see how faithful she was by CHEATING on her (makes no sense, I know), and that was what really set it off. when he tried to apologize to her, she was sort of a jerk to him because she was mad then he decided that it should be officially over between them, so the next day, he gave a note to my OTHER GREAT FRIEND that said she was beautiful and that she was his "sun, moon, and startlit sky"...all the things he's ever told me, and my best friend. then he gave her another note that said, "in case you were wondering, i dont like *bestfriend* anymore." she ripped it into little pieces, caught his eye, and dumped all the pieces on the table. then she broke down crying. that night, she put all her thoughts down on paper, folded it up, and gave it to him next morning. he tore it up and threw it away. she started crying...again. he's ignored all of us ever since then. she found out on the day before the last day of school that he had been cheating on her the whole time with SOME RANDOM GIRL I DON'T EVEN EFFING KNOW.

And because of all this,
1. Another one of my friends is being homeschooled next year, he talked sexually to her after he broke up with her, as far as I know.
2. My best friend now doesn't believe in love anymore.
3. I am now the most cautious person in the world when it comes to guys.
4. My good friend (the one he flirted with when I was dating him) had to break up with him, and that was the first time she ever broke up with a guy, and she was absolutely devastated.
5. A great year was ruined in our lives by that poisonus boy.

So that, my friends, is why I hate Peter. I know that, if my best friend ever comes across this, she will know it was me and understand why I posted this.

To release the anger, the tension, everything that he has given me.

If he is reading this,
Dear Peter,
Please go to hell.

- VERY DISTRESSED IN VIRGINIA

I HATE PETER WHO WAS IN THE MILITARY

i hate you peter. from the deepest parts of my heart i hate you.
and i hate how i would crawl back to you if you gave me the chance to..

i hate you peter for every second we spent on that phone laughing. Every second that i got to know you...love you.
becasue every second was a damn lie.
i hate how when you finally came home from the military i wated for your call for 3 days...
and slowly began eating up your lame ass excuses
i hate how when i finally saw you i fell head over heels for you
and i hate how i secretly cried when we made love..

you were my number one peter..we were forever rite? of course you wouldnt remember telling me that.
youd be to busy getting drunk.
you were to busy "working"
only you didnt think i find out working was really a little slut did you peter.
i never told you i knew..god i wish i could
at times i think you wanted me to be the one who ended it
wanted me to find out about her

what did i ever do wrong to you? did i care to much? did i only give you the space you asked for..did i only bow down to your every fucking wish peter?


i hate you. For slowly making up excuse after excuse..
for making love to me and leading me on..

I HATE PETER WHO SCREWS WITH MY HEAD

I hate you peter for screwing with my head. for being the kindest, sweetest man I've known then ignoring me for no reason at all. I hate that you are scared to let yourself be with me just because im your best friends relative. I hate that when we are together it is awkward and everyone knows. I hate that I ask you to talk to me and 3 weeks ago,you'd be on the phone with me asap. now you don't even respond to my messages. I hate you peter for making me like you so much.

I HATE PETER WHO IS 7 PETERS

Every single day of my school life, I've had to deal with all of you. There were times that we got along, and times we didn't. But in the end, you've all been cruel and selfish and arrogant.

Peter #1-It's you that I want to write about first. In the beginning of the 6th grade, we were the best of friends. I told you almost everything and you guessed stuff about me--usually completely accurately, and vice versa. We had our fair share of stupid, stupid fights--but they always worked themselves out. For most of the year, I spent so much time with you that people were convinced I was your girlfriend. Our parents would be ok with us being home alone all day together, which wouldn't happen with any other of my guy friends. I'll even admit that I had a huge crush on you last summer. Days and days we spent with each other, even talking shit about anybody, including each other, but that was ok. And just hanging out in silence, and always having fun no matter what. After Easter break, when you turned 13 and I was still 12, I'm not even sure what happened. You started hanging out with another Peter and you turned into a jerk. All you would do is make fun of me. I asked why and you'd never answer. We argue so much now and it's generally over stupid shit. I don't even remember the last 15 minutes where we weren't fighting. I miss our friendship terribly. And even if we get along better this year, I don't think anything will ever be the same. If there's one thing you taught me, it's to be strong and put up with when you kill me with words. I'll always be grateful for that one thing about you. I'll be seeing you until I'm about to go to college. If there's one thing I wish, it's that we could be the best of friends again.

Peter #2-Jesus, I can't even remember the last time you were polite to me. As a joke, I told my friend that I would kill her and you butted in and we argued, in the middle of class. Guess who got in trouble for it? ME. You think you're the shit because you're best friends with Peter #3, who all the guys love. Along with her sister. Thank God I only have to deal with you for 7th and 8th grade, and we'll be off to different high schools, never to see each other ever again. I can't think of anything you ever did to deserve kindness, and it's gonna stay that way. You and your friends even caused two close friends of mine to transfer schools. I'll explain that next.

Peter #3/#4-You're sisters, and you're exactly alike. All the guys love you. All the girls want to be you. You think you're amazing. #4, you dated the guy every girl thought was hot, which made you even more popular. You both have select groups of people that never vary, and you only treat them with kindness. I know that this will never change. You bend the school rules all the time, just like the rest of us, only you get rewarded by the student population for doing so. You and your crowd always boast about how athletic you are, and all the guys are somehow impressed by this. Peter #3, you even took away my best friend, Peter P. Until March, it was always Me, Peter P and Peter G. We were in a situation together, and your stupid "popular" friends joined in. We almost had a fight worked out, until you interfered and took Peter P away. She's never treated me the same, and for that I have to blame you.

Peter #5-You're best friends with Peter #4. Your little sister is also the most obnoxious person I've ever met. All the guys love you too. What's worse is that we're alike in all the ways that matter to me. For example, I love All Time Low. Almost more than life itself. As soon as I start liking them, I find out that you do, too. We even share some physical characteristics. Even though you're 2 years older than I, we're the same height, got braces the same year, both have the same long, brown, and straight hair, and have the same body type. We both love to dance too. I really liked this other guy this year. A month later, I found out that you liked him a lot too. Glad you graduated--Too bad I'll be seeing you until you graduate high school. In two years, me and your sister will be there too. It sucks, doesn't it? Not so much for you, but pretty badly for me.

Peter #6-We were best friends. You came to my house frequently. In 3rd grade, we stayed online until 1 AM on a school night researching our favorite book series. I guess we just grew apart, because after 4th grade you became a jerk. Last week, you blackmailed me to my face about something that's not even in my memory. You say you're gonna be the freaking Pope, and all you do is make fun of people. I'll be dealing with you for another 6 years. Maybe things will work out. Maybe they won't. All I know is, I miss the days when we got along.

Peter #7-In 2nd grade, we were friends for about 6 months. I guess you suddenly changed. And then, you changed back. You've always been a jerk, plain and simple. I've never liked you a whole lot. I don't want to be friends. I want you to treat me with more respect for now. When we're in high school, and I see you in the halls, don't acknowledge my existence. Carry on, like I'm just another one of the 300 or so kids that will be in our class. I'll do the same. And you'll be a memory. That's all I want from you.

It kills me to know that I see you every day, and you make fun of me. What have I ever done to you? Nothing. Nothing at all.

You know who I am. You'll never forget me. I'll make sure of it.

I HATE PETER WHO TRIES TO HOLD ME BACK FROM GROWING UP

Peter-
I hate you. You try to hold me back from growing up and try to make me peter's little angel. Screw you. I hate you peter, and no matter what your ugly self says, i'm not going to be homeschooled. Homeschooling is for losers with no friends. I hate you peter, for yelling at me "IF YOU EVER MAKE FRIENDS THAT AREN'T OUR RELIGION, I DON'T WANT THEM IN MY HOUSE!" very religious to say, peter. I hate you peter, for being so two-faced in front of my friends and making them thing you're just a sweet person. Remember when you used to always hit me when i was younger? Before i could stand up for myself? I hate you for that too. I hate you peter, for loving the freaking dogs more than me, for making me cry 4 days a week, for trying to force everything on me, for making me feel like Cinderella minus the fairy godmother, cleaning all the time and never getting time to just relax and be with friends. I hate you peter, for pretending to cry in front of the rest of the family for attention, if you were really crying you wouldn't come sit in the living room while the rest of us are there watching a show. I hate you for trying to take me out of cheerleading and public school, there's nothing wrong with it. You just think i'm gonna come out of that school being a stoner and not wanting to go to college. That's my brother, and you know it. I'm a good kid, and you know it. I hate you for telling me you hated me to my face numerous times. I've never said it to your face, peter. I hate you for telling me when i went into kindergarten that the kids there are mean and not to talk to them. I hate you for trying to steal the cat's love towards me. She's my cat, i don't care if you got her for mother's day. You have the dogs to love and spoil. I hate you peter, for never encouraging me or being motherly to me. I hate you for telling the lady at the hair salon when i was little to "cut it all off" after i was so happy i finally grew my hair out long. You made me look like a boy. You never get me anything "just because", i have to buy it myself. I've had nothing to eat all summer because you only shop for things to take to work. I've lost about 4 pounds. That's not normal for a 14 year old. I hate you for always dissing my two best friends, the only people with families that actually love me. I hate you for making me afraid to come out of my room when i was little. I hate you for purposely killing the yellow roses i planted with dad when i was 9. I hate you for not trusting me. I hate how you tell people that Rhiannon was the smart child, Shea was the cute child, Dylan was the miracle child, and I was the child that "wasn't planned". Thanks for calling me an accident. Thanks for spoiling Dylan, even though you constantly called me a "spoiled ungrateful little brat". Remember when you almost backed the car over me and almost killed me? And i jumped out of the way on the concrete, scraping my knees? I have those scars. They'll never go away.

And the reality of it all is that, I don't hate you, Peter. I love you. I could never hate you. I know deep down you love me too, and I want you to show it. Please?

-Hurting in Missouri.